(Rya) I sit here in the living room on the couch, trying to keep myself busy with reading more of the book that Zane gave me. I haven't seen Zane any today. He must have left and gone somewhere early this morning before I got up. I let out a sigh of irritation, feeling the beast push forward. "No," I tell the beast, pushing it back. I roll my eyes at the beast, feeling it claw at me before slipping back into the back of my mind. I let out another sigh as I close the book, unable to focus on reading with the beast steady clawing at me. I grab the remote and start to flip through the channels, knowing the beast will be bugging me again in a few minutes. Zane said I'll need to shift again t

