The next day I got up and did my normal routine. But today was a day someone would be leaving in my pack. That someone is Josh. I feel fine that he's leaving but I know deep down inside I'll miss him. But he still did sleep with that s**t. When he leaves she should know who's in charge. It was a ceremony even though it didn't have to be. I guess I did it because he was ex-beta and he did defend me after what Dylan said. "Well I'm here to say thank you all for coming to this ceremony." I started. Everyone clapped. "We are here to give our farewells to Josh, ex-beta of the NewMoon pack." I say smiling sadly. I see a lot of sad faces and even a few tears. Someone leaving the pack is almost as sad as a funeral. "Do you have anything to say, Josh?" I ask turning to face him. "I actually do.

