"It all started right at the moment I've gained consciousness about the real world. I used to play a lot when I was young, I was full of creative ideas, my imagination was limitless. I was born on an average family but I am taking my education on a private school. My parents work their best, both of them. They do their work 24/7 just to give me the best education I could attain and I am grateful for that. However, this isn't what I wanted. I feel so pathetic."
"There are a lot of people who live in luxury and there are others who doesn't care about life, they're just contented with what they have. There are also people who are so trying hard, and I belong to a family which parents are like that. I don't know what to think of them. Are they that pathetic?"
"Humans work their best until the day they die. From the moment you were born on this world, you're already destined and chained by the responsibilities that aren't even yours to begin with. We keep doing our bests to move forward and yet all of our efforts and achievements will just go to waste the moment we die. What is there to please? Gods? Are we some sort of entertainment?"
"We struggle so much in life, we keep on surviving and getting stronger against the challenges that we face on the events of our lives, but wonder what for? Is this the meaning of life? I do not know how to live. Everything feels just so systematic, it feels like we all live in a pattern. We even can't be real ourselves, we put on a mask everytime we face our so called friends and relatives, put on fake smiles, fake greetings, and even fake love".
"I can't find my reason for living, I can't feel anything that makes a person exist, not until that moment. On that sunny afternoon, that sound made everything change. Moments after that stroke a feeling that I've never felt before, I can't even recognize those feelings. Excitement? Fear? Those did not exist before, but then a new feeling was introduced to me after I was measured and sorted for my magic and magical capacity...