DAMNIT! I FEEL HORRIBLE rushing out like that. Allie looked so desperate for me to eat her breakfast. If only I could. She"s trying so hard to be useful. But if I"d stayed in that room a minute longer smelling those eggs, I would have thrown up again, and she would have known, seen the sickness on my face. And I"m not ready to reveal the pregnancy. But if I have one more morning like this, she"s going to know something"s wrong. I"m surprised she hasn"t noticed yet. The last two weeks have been horrible. I can barely eat.
I can"t believe I"m pregnant! I"m always so careful. The moment Shane said the condom slipped; I knew I was in trouble. Though he said it hadn"t come off and hadn"t slid very far, his silent pause and excessive reassurance revealed he was just as nervous as I was. After y
