Vexed with queries, I place the phone on the coffee table, settle on the sofa, search Judith diaries for entries about my childhood, and find a diary labeled 1990—my birth year. I finger through pages and stop on February 13, 1990, the day Judith raised the topic of a child with Bruce at Carnival.
February 13, 1990Tomorrow is the opera"s last day, and I haven"t told Bruce about my plan. I"m still worried about Aiden raising another man"s child. He"s assured me he"d treat the child as his own, but the idea must disturb him on a deeper level. Anyway, Bruce might object. I"ve thought about trying to get pregnant without Bruce"s knowledge, but that"s wrong, immoral. Is it wrong wanting both as fathers?
Tomorrow is the opera"s last day, and I haven"t told Bruce about my plan. I"m still worrie
