Hell
Okay, before you start judging, I know I'm in the wrong, but look at my side. I've never had a serious relationship with anyone in my life, so I never had to worry about not feeling desire for other women. So all of this is new to me, and to start with, Antonella and I haven't established what we're going to be. In reality, we have something imposed by our parents, but at no point did we discuss if we would really follow this path. The girl disappears out of nowhere, vanishes, doesn't give me a sign of life, showing me she couldn't care less about me, and I have to sit and cry? Not at all, right? I'm not going to say I regret it because I'd be lying, but I do feel a bit guilty, though. She's a cool girl, and there was a nice vibe between us, but I think after today she won't want
