Lost

Duality of Hope ☘

I will tell you what pain is.

It is when a bullet hits you and you smile in relief that finally bullet did what you couldn't do to yourself.

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I have never been this nervous as I was right now when Magenta's surgery started. My whole body was aching due to the stress and for no reason at all, tears filled with my eyes as I paced the hospital corridor.

My heart was not very helpful as it kept constricting and causing me to breathe heavily. I was trying to keep calm and hold the heart that just kept sinking in too deep.

And I was regretting it now, why did I choose the surgery. She was living till now at least but one thing wrong with surgery and it will kill her.

"Here, have a coffee," Sam said in a tired tone.

Her puffed eyes told me that she was as much in a turmoil as I was.