I stared at the ticking clock and realized that is how my life is right now, ticking towards the end. My condition was worsening, I had blindness sometimes and sometimes my whole body went numb. My nose bleeding happened at the most abrupt timing and sometimes I struggled even to speak and form proper words. But that was not that troubled me what made me mad and miserable was the fact that Jeremy was not ready to give up. No matter what I did to make him believe that I hate him nothing mattered to him anymore. He was not leaving me and I shouldn't feel this way but that made me happy deep down. Sam said I needed to tell the truth and let him decided but it scared me to see him break while I was still alive. But some part of me knew, it was too late now. I was hiding out in a house which

