As much as I hated being in debt and a trouble for others, I was sitting in a hospital with Jeremy who was the man I knew and still so different from the person I came across went we first met. He was this cold barrier that no one dared touch scared of my how the frost can bite.
But somehow the cold didn't scare me maybe because I was already dying.
And here he sat with him, the man I came to love, one who came to me, not like a frost but more like a spring day in my cold life.
How he got me here, that is what broke my heart and mended it at the same time.
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After two days of living with Jeremy and scared of losing control, I usually woke up at the time he went out and slept before he came or rather pretended to do so. But each time I was in pain or woke up trembling from a nightmar
