I was healing.
That was the first thought in my head as I stood in the ring and my eyes find her. I am fighting for a win today and not to just feel pain, not as an escape.
I was so engrossed in defeating the cheating jerk in front of me that I didn't realise that this time I lost something while winning. Shark scummed to the ground as I inflicted the final blow and blood streamed down his nose.
As I was declared the winner I looked for Magenta in the crowd but she was not there. I didn't realise when I developed this but her absence from my eyes made me worry. I had allowed myself to become vulnerable.
But in that moment I didn't care as slight panic hit me and my steps fastened pushing through the crowd. Where are you Magenta?
"Jeremy." Someone yelled as I hurried towards the locker
