Hot, Hot, Hot
G R E E C E
“Why in hell did I freaking say that?”
“Why did I do that absentmindedly?”
I kept asking myself mentally again and again.
“Why am I so awkward around him almost all the time?” was the question haunting my mind more and more.
It was a moment of absolute humiliation and awkwardness while I am in the same space with my ultimate crush, as I was unable to make eye contact with him because I just humiliated myself once again in front of him. At the moment, I wanted to hide under a massive boulder, or maybe just melt away into thin air right there and then. I was filled with a deep sense of embarrassment and shame as I relived the moment over and over again in my head after how I absentmindedly said that out loud thinking that I said it in the back of my head.
