---POV Julie---
I stared at myself in the mirror, and I couldn’t help the worry I felt. Even after the guys told Mom and I their plan, I felt like this was a really stupid idea if everything goes wrong. It just…it was triggering memories I've tried so hard to hide from them. Tell them all that it didn't bother me. Jokes on them. Those nightmares terrify me.
Luckily though, I feel more comfortable around my new family now and…and I really do feel like I’m home after a long time away, but I still feel like my real home is at the White Estate. Well, anywhere with my boys and…and Benson. “Wow…my girl looks so beautiful.” My mother whispered as she rested her chin on my bare shoulder.
When she said she was going to do online shopping, she wasn’t kidding. She even had the seams
