CALVIN
I never knew that I'll be this happy again. Knowing I have a set of twins with Serena makes my heart flutter and I feel like I could die.
Looking at my kids, guilt is eating me, disappointment, and regret consumes me.
Regret for hurting her, for not being there when she was pregnant, when she gave birth to our twins, their first word, I didn't hear them call me 'Daddy' first, their first crawl, and all of their firsts. I'm not present on their birthdays, Christmas, New Years, school events, I wasn't there, but Arkin is.
I'm jealous, so f*cking jealous but it's my fault and I know it. Naputol ang pagkatulala ko nang magsalita si Vivienne.
"Daddy bakit po ang tagal niyong naglaba sa heaven? Akala po namin ni Blaze hindi na kayo babalik and sumama na po kayo kay St. Peter," nag
