*POV ETHAN* Dad and I sat on the living room sofas, looking down at the floor, both utterly defeated, disappointed, hurt, and profoundly sad. It's all my fault. I was the one who drove her away, and by pushing Hillary away, Lily left too, and it shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't be the reason my dad loses the love of his life. "I'm sorry, Dad," I tell my father with a broken voice. I feel so bad. Everything was fine, everything was good, we were perfectly fine! I had never been in love, never loved someone, and now that I finally got the attention of the girl I've always been in love with, I lost her over a stupid game. I never thought the captain would tell Hillary that. When I saw Hilary's eyes, I knew I was in serious trouble, that she wouldn't believe me and wouldn't let me expl

