I never felt like this was the right moment for the world to end before, but tonight is an exception. I am literally pulling my hair out of frustration. This has to be the worst day of my life. I am always optimistic and everything but dude, this is something beyond. I can never take it.
'YAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH' Yeah that's just me and just because I am in admin and I should act professional and bullshit does not mean I cannot lose my s**t.
'Why the hell? How? This! Oh, God!' Yeah. Just a little me trying to get my s**t together.
'Shantanuuuuu!' I am heaving like a punk m**********g on the rainy winter night. My Beta came jogging up to me in a snap. He is guarded while I am anything but that. I am a f*****g mess.
'What the freaking hell is wrong with this piece of s**t here?' I point at my computer system which has crashed just now. It's a tragedy that I won't be able to come out ever again.
Shantanu looked over my shoulder with squinting eyes.
Sexy! Kevin growls.
Not now you moron. I snap. I have just lost the most important of the data of my life.