Today is going to be crap. I'm afraid of seeing Ian. I'm afraid I'll crumble into pieces.
I hardly slept at all. Once everyone went to sleep I just cried silently. It's silly, it was just a high school relationship, but once you found something good it's hard to let it go.
Every time I thought my tears was done, I'd close my eyes to finally sleep and a memory would just flash before my eyes and I'd feel the tears gliding down my cheek into my already wet pillow.
I had to use concealer this morning to cover up the dark circles and puffiness under my eyes.
I didn't really feel like going to school today. I just know Churl isn't just going to stop with destroying my relationship, embarrassing me in front of a football team and black mailing me with creepy notes for a day.
No he woul
