The big day. I wish it was still yesterday. I got out of bed and took a shower. We’re leaving in a few hours and I feel sick to the stomach with worry. I grabbed my black skinny jean with black spaghetti strap top and a purple blouse to put on over it, short sleeved. I grabbed my purple converse and put them on. I'm going to be on a plane for a very long time, better to be comfortable. I curled my hair and applied a little make-up. I guess it's time to pack. I've been putting it of. It's not like I have a lot to pack just my CD's, jewellery and photos. I threw everything in a bag and then I packed some of my clothes that I liked over it. I've been hearing commotion down stairs for awhile now, but I really don't feel like going down and pretending that I'm excited for this trip. "Kno

