"What do you say, Liz?" Ana asked. A few hours had passed since Sam picked us up to check the decorations and some other things. "What?" I replied. "In your little world?!" Ana laughed. "About the go-go boys, do you think Sam will like them?" Yes, I was in my own little world. My little world was called Henry. I was thinking about Ana's suggestion, unsure if I should accept it. I knew I missed his touch, his caresses, and the way we made love. He was both my stress and my calm. I just wished it were less confusing and more real; sometimes I felt like he loved me, and other times I didn't. "What are you two whispering about?" I came out of my trance when Sam asked. She had been talking with the decoration girl. The bachelorette party had ended up including a lingerie tea. We were in

