*** John ***
Everything was under control.
I was feeling calmer now, but just thinking about losing Sam drove me to despair.
I waited for the doctors to leave and then entered her room. She looked serene and dejected, but she was okay.
I spent the night with her and barely heard any news about Sandra and Liz.
I couldn't deny that for a few seconds I was surprised, thinking about taking Bella with us; it would be perfect.
"John..." I heard her voice faintly in the background. "John..." I woke up.
I opened my eyes, and Sam was awake.
"My love, how are you?" I quickly got up from the chair, and only then did I realize I had fallen asleep.
"Our girl..." she murmured.
"Stay calm, she's fine." I kissed her on the forehead. "We can still have another one."
"I want to get out of here. I
