Chapter 21
"Scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity. Scared of my own ceiling, scared I'll die of uncertainty. Fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety. Don't know what's inside of me." --- When someone calls you out on something, as if they know you better than you think you know yourself, there is a strong urge to deny the claim, to refuse and show that you know just what you are doing, what you are feeling. But when you are called out on something you know is true, how do you react? Kim gapes at me, John's stare doesn't leave me and I do not reply, because while I cannot refute it, I find myself unable to admit it, for admitting that I'm fighting the bond only makes me realise how hard I am losing. "Is there a reason? Did our son do something?" Kim trails off, her voi
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