Twisted Sister's

Crescent Mount Heights

Abigail's pov

    "Where the f**k is this bus at ? " i say to myself while pace back and forth in front of the bus stop. First day of a new shitty ass school and i damn there might be late . "f**k" i knew i should of just listened to my mother and hitched a ride with her ass while she was leaving out for work. On second thought f**k that, she doesn't give a f**k about me or my feeling's . Always trying to make herself seem like mother of the f*****g year ! Yeaa the f**k right .. who the f**k does she think she is fooling .. No matter how hard the b***h tries she has never been able to control me ! I do what i want when i want and how i want and her sorry ass has nobody to blame but herself. instead of worrying about her image so much maybe she should have been trying to be the mother she's trying to be now. who knows maybe i would have came out differently . 

    " i don't give a f**k" i brush it out of my mind and quickly pull out the joint i had rolled up to smoke right before school. since my nerves so f****d up now i might as well light this b***h before the bus comes. I flick my lighter pull on my joint until my lung's fill with the sweet fuzzy feeling of smoke. the feeling and smell i miss so much when i have to wait so long to get back to my good old friend. This is one of the many things my mother has no control over no matter how many times she grounds me , sends me away , hits me , yell's . This right here is my medication and meditation. What can i say a girl knows what she wants and how to get it . Mommy dearest allowance funds comes in handy so much. As i take a few more pulls of this master piece i have rolled , i see the bus turn the corner of my street. i slowly put it out and pop a piece of gum in my mouth, as the bus pulls to a stop in front of me i shove the rest of the joint in my pocket and bored the bus. 

    Once on the bus i find a seat away from everybody and throw my headphones in. I might be getting forced to come to this school but i'm not gonna be forced to make any friends or even speak to anyone. I prefer to scare people away , appearance is everything right ? first impressions mean everything ? Dark hair , dark clothes , eyeliner  and beanies .. yeah close  enough to emo maybe even gothic might even think i enjoy cutting the way that i dress, but than that would make you a judgmental asshole.  Besides the point i don't wear the baggy clothes all like that anyways , just enjoy the dark colors. My body is way to hot to be hiding underneath some baggy s**t no matter how much i want to push people away. i like to think of it as you can look but you cant have , and that's how i have always been. ill show off my ass and t**s if i feel like it but im not flaunting it for nobody's attention. 

    What seem's like forever on this bus , i decided to pull out my cell and text my mother , she's assume that im excited about this switch but i rather let her know how much i despise this little switch she decided to make involving my school.

    " I just want you to know that i am still pissed that your making me leave ll my friends to come to this stupid ass school !!!!! this is still bullshit " 

    I quickly press send and shove my phone back into my pockets , as we pull up to the school " Crescent Mount Heights" the kids on the bus start to get a little more talkative and loud. Way more to my liking, not even sure why their so happy to be back in school anyways. The fact that we have to play by their rules , eat when they tell us to eat, raise our hands to use the restroom .. like we're not old enough to excuse our own damn selves to go take a piss. once the bus comes to a complete stop and the driver opens the door the kids start rushing off the bus and dispersing and all different directions. i hang back so im the last one off and when i get off all i see is kids everywhere. All i can think to myself is "thanks mom" . As the thought comes to my head my phone pings, i reach in my pocket and look it. 

Mom: " We already talked about this, you'll be fine and there's better opportunities there. give a chance sweetie ! and for the last time you will watch your tone with me! " 

    I don't even bother to reply to that s**t , only thing she's going to do is piss me off even more. Before i realize it , a bell ring's loud as f**k and all the kids start hurrying inside. im guessing that has to be the warning bell or first bell , s**t im not sure so i follow suit and follow everybody indoors. Now i have to find this damn main office so i can get my schedule and start learning the in's and out's of this place i will be calling hell for the next year of my life. Luckily i still have my buzz from earlier and im not to annoyed by not knowing s**t, and usually i wouldn't ask for assistance but in this case i rather not give them trouble on my first day here. I see a group of kids gathered some lockers, everyone smiling and laughing ... as i approach them everyone get's silence and for a second it's just a stare off , but like i said i wont be starting any trouble the first day . Not until i get a better feel on this school and they people in it. 

    " Im looking for the main office! can anyone point me in the right direction? " I Say

    " Sure , if you go straight down this hall and make a right it's going to be on your right hand side" this boy said . 

He had short black hair, black shorts and a green and black polo , not to sure what he had on his feet. but from the looks of it he defientley seemed like he hangs out at the skate park alot on his free time. 

" Thanks" i replied back quickly and went to turn on my heel and leave when i heard ..

" No problem, my name Jax's , Jackson my full name . You new here ?" 

i was hesitant to answer at first not because i was shy but i didn't want to make no new friends and this conversation just seemed like it was gonna be getting me invited to the lunch table with them. 

"Yea , hint to why i asked where the main office was !" i replied back with a attitude .

"well welcome to the school ... sorry i didn't catch your name " he said back disregarding the fact that i even had a attitude in the first place.

"That's because i didn't tell you it" i said as i turned back on my heel to walk away

Thinking to myself geez i don't have to be mean to everyone ! no matter how much i don't want to be here. i looked back over my shoulder half way up the hall from where Jax's and his group of friends where and shouted 

"Abby for short" 

i could see a grin come across his face as he continued his conversation he was having with his friend's. As i head in the direction of the main office i heard another bell and seen everyone scattering to get to their classrooms. Hell at my old school nobody rushed this damn hard to get to they classes on time not even the f*****g nerds , and its only the first day back too.. As i neared the corner to the hall the main office was at , i collided with Burnett , green eyed girl . who seemingly just as everyone else was in a rush to get to class. It was weird the bump between us. neither of us said a word , we just starred right at each other. it was almost as if we were connected in some weird , mysteries way. It's almost as if i felt drown to her. Neither one of us said a word , we just continued to star at one another. totally disregarding the fact that we just collided.

Soon as i could gather my thought's and break this weird ass f*****g connection thing or whatever was going the f**k on broke , i notice many eyes where on us not that i gave a f**k anyways, I'm the new girl there was going to be many more looks coming my way. Who ever this girl was seems to finally snapped out of the trance she was in because her faced screwed up so quickly you'd thought the b***h was gonna blow a cap. 

"Watch where you going b***h ? " She stepped back saying 

"Damn b***h watch ya mouth, your dumb ass ran into me" i snapped back quickly 

i don't know who the f**k this dumb b***h think she talking to but i wouldn't mind getting sent home early on the first day of school for smacking a b***h upside her head. All eyes where on us , thoughts of rather we were gonna showdown in the hallway or let each other slide, Again i have no clue who this b***h is and nor do i give two f***s right now.  but clearly she somebody important because it was quiet as a mouse in the hallway. Regardless of the fact i still don't care who this girl is, all i know is that i'm ready if she decides she wants to jump stupid. Wouldn't really mind smacking somebody real quick. Simple message that i don't want to be messed with but i will kick your ass no hesitation if it has to come to that. 

    Second bell rang's out and everyone that was standing around waiting to see what was gonna happen hurried off to their classes. Only a few where left after everyone cleared out the hall. Her and Me ! starring face to face , eye's to eye's is was almost as if i could see this bitches soul ....