EPISODE2

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Three weeks. That was how long it took. Three weeks of plastic chairs and burnt coffee and doctors who spoke in careful, measured sentences designed to give information without giving hope or taking it away. Three weeks of Marcus saying he's going to be fine in the same tone every single day, like he had decided that was true and was committed to it regardless of evidence. Three weeks of Sera going home to their apartment every night, sitting in the kitchen, and staring at the coffee machine Dominic used every morning with the kind of focus most people reserved for surgery. Twelve minutes. That was how long his coffee ritual took. She had timed it once, curious. Grinder first. Then the water, measured exactly. Then the waiting patient, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world. The result was the best coffee she had ever tasted and she had never once told him that. She thought about that a lot during those three weeks. All the things she had never said. Then the doctor came out. Gray-haired. Careful eyes. The kind of face that had delivered news like this enough times to know how to carry it without breaking under the weight. "Mrs. Hale." He gestured to a chair. "Your husband survived the surgery. Physically, he will make a full recovery." Sera heard the pause before the next sentence. Braced herself. "However," the doctor continued, "the impact caused significant trauma to the temporal lobe. Based on our assessments, we believe he has lost a substantial portion of his recent memory. Possibly the last three years." The last three years. Sera sat very still. "When he wakes up," she said carefully, "will he know who I am?" The doctor held her gaze. "He may not remember you at all." The words landed quietly. Not a crash. More like something settling into place, heavy and permanent, the way furniture sounds when you finally stop moving it. Three years gone. Their entire marriage, erased. She didn't know how to feel about that. She wasn't sure feel was even the right word for whatever was happening in her chest right now. A nurse appeared in the doorway at the end of the corridor. "Mrs. Hale? He's asking for his wife." Sera stood outside his door for a full minute. Her hand rested flat against the wall beside it. The paint was cold under her palm. She could hear the soft beep of machines from inside, steady and indifferent. He won't remember you, she told herself. That actually makes this easier. You can be kind. You can be decent. And then when he's stable, you can still walk away. She pushed the door open. The room was white and too bright. The kind of bright that had nowhere to hide. Dominic lay propped against the pillows, and for a moment she almost didn't recognize him, not because of the accident, but because he looked so different from the man she had been married to. Thinner, yes. A healing cut along his jaw. His hair longer than usual, less precisely kept. But it wasn't any of that. It was his face. The careful blankness he usually wore, the controlled, boardroom expression she had spent three years trying to read past, was gone. What was underneath it was something she hadn't seen in a very long time. He looked unguarded. He turned when she walked in. And he looked at her. Not through her. Not past her with his eyes already on the next thing. At her. Fully. The way you look at something you've been waiting for. Sera's chest went tight. Stop it, she told herself. He doesn't remember you. That's why he's looking at you like that. To him you're a stranger. "Sera," he said. His voice was rough, like sandpaper over gravel. "Sit down. You look exhausted." She sat. Because her legs were tired. That was the only reason. For a moment neither of them spoke. The machines beeped. Somewhere down the hall a door swung shut. "Were we happy?" he asked. The question hit her like a wave she hadn't seen coming. She opened her mouth. Closed it. Thought about the early months, how he used to call her in the middle of the day for no reason, just to hear her voice. How he used to leave coffee on her desk when she worked late. How she used to fall asleep thinking this is real, this is mine, I get to keep this. And then she thought about the dinners that went cold. The silences that stretched into days. The night she had stood in their kitchen at midnight and realized she couldn't remember the last time he had looked at her like she mattered. "We were," she said carefully. "At the beginning." He listened. No defense in his face. No armor. Just open, quiet attention. "And then?" he asked. "Some things need more than one conversation," she said softly. He nodded. Simple. No argument. "Okay. Then tell me something good." Something loosened in her chest without permission. Almost a laugh. "You make extraordinary coffee. Twelve minutes. A whole process. Best coffee I've ever tasted." He almost smiled. The corner of his mouth moved, just barely. "Twelve minutes seems excessive." "It is," she said. "It's also worth every second." "Show me the kitchen when I get home." When I get home. Like it still belonged to both of them. Sera looked down at her left hand. The ring was still there. She hadn't taken it off, not because she wanted to keep it, but because she hadn't made it to that step yet. She had been thirty seconds away from the step that came before it. She stood. "Get some rest." "Sera." His voice caught her at the door. "Marcus showed me a photograph. Third month of our marriage. You weren't looking at the camera. You were almost smiling at something just off to the side." A pause. "I've been lying here trying to figure out what surprised you." She turned slowly. Something cold moved through her. "Marcus told you that?" she said. "Yes. He was very specific." She stared at him. This man in her husband's body. With her husband's voice and her husband's hands. But something in his eyes she couldn't name, something that didn't match the story she had been told about a man who had lost three years. "Good night, Dominic," she said. She walked out. Down the corridor, through the double doors, down two flights of stairs until she was in the stairwell with the door shut behind her and no one watching. She pressed her back against the cold wall and closed her eyes. Her phone buzzed.
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