I am terrified.
I am so goddamn scared.
The feeling that grips over my heart, is one that I know I should be used to from my past. As I am standing on this white porch looking at the door that has now opened in front of me, I know that the face that is staring back at me, is one that I should fear.
And as I wait in slow anticipation that is crawling to a dreadful c****x, I watch as there is an evil that grows on his face, “Well, look who has decided to shown back up here.”
Now I know that I should know who this man with the dirty blonde hair and blue eyes is, but there is no trace of him that I can find in my mind.
I am completely petrified.
Then, not truly able to move, I watch as he steps forward, “Are you just going to stand there or are you going to say hello?”
With nothing but
