I did not move.
Couldn’t. The entire ballroom had frozen around me like a spell gone wrong: music hanging mid‑note, a hundred wolves caught between breaths, the royal herald still bowed with his staff to the marble.
Only Kaiden moved.
A small, jerky flinch, like someone had punched him in the solar plexus. His fingers spasmed on the arm of the woman beside him—his luna, the neat voice in my head supplied—and color drained from his face.
He smelled me.
Across the ocean of bodies, under the perfume and candle smoke and polished stone, something invisible snapped into place between us with a bright, electric crack.
Oh, Moon.
The phantom scar where our bond had been—long since cauterized, numb—flared, as if someone pressed a live coal into it. Not pain, exactly. Not yet. More like the first hiss of air into a collapsed lung.
Beside me, El swore softly. “Lia…”
I dug my nails into the stem of my glass. “Don’t,” I breathed. “Don’t say anything.”
Kaiden didn’t blink. For three long heartbeats, he stood there in the doorway with his court watching, Sovereign of All Packs, and stared at me like a man seeing a ghost.
Then his wolf slammed forward.
I felt it before I saw it: a hard, rolling surge of dominance smashing through the hall, every alpha instinctively bowing, lesser wolves’ eyes flashing gold. The fine layer of artificial magic clinging to him shuddered, like glass under too much pressure.
The woman on his arm—Sera, if rumors were true—stiffened. Her fingers tightened on him, subtle but there.
“Your Majesty,” murmured the Master of Ceremonies at his side, barely audible but enough for my sharpened hearing. A reminder. Protocol. Move.
Kaiden inhaled, sharp and ragged, like he’d been underwater too long.
“Proceed,” he said. His voice sounded hoarse, wrong in his own mouth.
The spell on the room broke. Music stumbled, then recovered. People shifted, tried to pretend they hadn’t just watched their king come unmoored.
He stepped forward with his luna, descending the shallow stairs from the entrance toward the dais. Every move measured, the weight of a kingdom on his shoulders.
But the line of his gaze never left mine.
“Lia, we need to go.” El’s voice came from very far away. “Now. Before someone decides to ask why the king is staring at the packless nobody in the corner.”
My lungs remembered how to work. Air rushed in, harsh and too bright. “I can’t move.”
“You can,” she snapped, fingers biting into my elbow. “Left foot, right foot. You had a baby by yourself in a clinic with flickering lights and a drunk nurse. You can walk out of a ballroom.”
That should not have made me want to laugh and sob at the same time.
I forced my heel to lift. The room tilted, steadied. Each step felt like walking through waist‑deep water—thick, resistant, something dragging at me from behind.
That something had a scent: storm‑charged air, rain over hot stone, the metallic tang of dominance. It wrapped around my lungs, followed as we edged along the wall toward the side doors.
“Do not run,” El hissed. “Running makes predators chase.”
“Comforting,” I said faintly.
We reached the shadow of a column. I risked one last glance over my shoulder.
Bad idea.
Kaiden had reached the dais. Instead of taking his throne, he’d halted on the lowest step, body angled half toward the crowd, half toward—
Me.
His throat worked. The muscles in his jaw jumped. I could see the war on his face: king versus wolf, crown versus instinct.
“Is that…?” a woman nearby whispered to her companion.
“No,” the man said. “It can’t be. The ritual—”
My wolf shoved at my ribcage, trying to close the distance with teeth and claws. Mine, she howled again, raw and stunned and betrayed. Mine you left. Mine you burned and buried.
I clamped down so hard my vision sparked. Not now. Not for him.
Kaiden’s hand lifted a fraction, as if to reach across the room. His luna leaned closer, lips moving at his ear, eyes flicking in my direction with a calculating glint. The spell wrapped around them flickered again, a hairline crack in perfect ice.
He tore his gaze away first.
The moment his attention snapped toward the herald, the pressure eased a notch. I could breathe without tasting ozone and old heartbreak.
“Come on,” El urged. “Side corridor, then out through the service wing. No one important cares where the packless girls go.”
For a blessed handful of seconds, that was true. We slipped into the archway leading to a smaller hall, the noise of the ballroom dimming behind us. The air here was cooler, less saturated with dominance and perfume.
I let my shoulders sag. My hands trembled so badly I had to set my glass on a windowsill before I dropped it.
“Okay,” El said briskly, switching into the tone she used when I bled too much in dirty bathrooms. “You’re pale, but you’re not collapsing. Do we call it and leave the city tonight, or—”
“No.” My voice surprised us both. “We don’t run.”
“Lia—”
“I gave myself thirty days.” I stared out the window at the dark line of the royal gardens. “I am not letting him take that from me too.”
Silence. Then, softer: “That wasn’t just you, was it? The way he—”
“No.” The word scraped my throat. “It wasn’t just me.”
The bond was supposed to be dead. They had stood us under the Council’s moonstone, chanted old words that tasted like ash, and severed the shimmering thread tying my heart to his. My wolf had howled until her voice broke.
Three years later, in a room full of witnesses, that same thread had just twanged back to life.
Somewhere behind us, deep in the ballroom, a low, resonant growl rolled through the stone, too quiet for human ears. The kind of sound a cornered alpha’s wolf made when something it thought it had lost forever was suddenly thrust back within reach.
El’s fingers brushed mine again. “Whatever this is, it’s not your fault.”
“No,” I said. My reflection in the window looked like a stranger in borrowed finery, eyes too bright, mouth too tight. “But it’s my problem.”
And I had twenty‑nine days left to figure out whether it would destroy us all.