My Second Chance at Love

Constricted heart

Andrew’s POV…

Once we crawl into bed and relax, I hear her breathing begin to race. I ask if she’s okay or having a bad dream and she just tells me her feelings. She’s scared, but she’s happy with me. If she only knew. Finally she turned and wove herself into me, then she drifted off to sleep.

She’s the cutest thing. She snores so lightly when she sleeps. I just lay here and rub her arm and inhale her smell. My heart is squeezing so tight in my chest. I’m in deep s**t. I lied out my ass to her.

I’m not falling, I’m there. Head over heels, whatever you want to call it. I can actually exhale when she’s near, I can fully relax. I’m home and I’m safe when she’s in my arms. I don’t think I’ve felt this safe since a few years before my mom walked out. It’s like she was the part of my broken heart that’s been missing for over a decade.

If I didn’t think she’d run for the hills, I’d be on my knees begging her to spend her life with me when she woke up. I just want to hold her every night. I’m gonna start to look for places to work where I can be with her every night.

She starts to roll. Hell, no. She doesn’t get to move away from me. I pull her into me. We’re back in the position we started in, her back to my front. She’s gonna touch me all night long. I inhale in her hair again. This time I move to her neck and inhale there. I just need to feel her warmth and know that she’s real. She’s so damn perfect.

As I lay here holding her, surrounded by her smell, all I can think is she’s the one. I want to give her the world. I want her to know she’s the best damn woman around. I want to give her babies and a house. I want her to have the desires of her heart. I want to be the one to fulfill her needs, all of her needs. Why couldn’t I have met her sooner? Why did I have to go through hell to find her? Worse, why did she have to go through hell to find me?

We still haven’t revisited the conversations about her ex. I don’t know the extent of the abuse. What’s she gonna say when she finds out about my allegations in high school? Will she believe me? I know I told her about Katy, but what about when she hears all the story? What about when she hears how we used to scream at each other until she’d slap me? What about when I tell her about the one time I grabbed her by the throat? If I hadn’t thought about my mom and dad and all their s**t, I probably would have squeezed the life out of her. That’s the night she bit me. f**k! Emma’s gonna leave me. I don’t deserve her.

I exhale again and just snuggle her closer to me. I need her. I kiss her ear and whisper how much I love her. She’s snoring so I know she doesn’t hear me. I begin to relax and drift to sleep.

I wake with a start. My d**k is hard and there’s a soft set of wet lips on it. My balls are getting rolled. Damn that’s how I want to wake up every morning. I feel her tongue circle the head sucking softly then trail back down the main vein all the way to my balls. She sucks one ball into her mouth. Holy s**t this is… f**k I don’t know what it is. I throw my head back. She releases it and then immediately sucks in the other. Oh my god I’m not gonna last long. Her tongue stars trailing back up my d**k with so much pressure I’m seeing stars. She circles the head a few times and I look at her.

Shit! Her hand is between her legs. She’s finger f**king herself. I grab her wrist and pull her now wet and sticky hand to me. I lick her fingers clean. She stops sucking me long enough to gape and moan. I grab her hips and pull her on top of my face. Yeah, pu**y for breakfast is exactly what I needed. I’m licking her and feasting, having the time of my life. I notice that she’s stilled.

“Emma,” I speak into her slit, “your mouth has a job.”

“I can’t. I’m gonna suffocate you.”

I start laughing. I nip her lower lips and plunge my tongue inside her. I scoop out her nectar and then reply, “baby, if I suffocate like this, I’d die a happy man. Please get your mouth busy.”

She does but I can tell she’s trying to hold her ass up. I grab her hips and grind them onto my face. I groan and moan into her. She begins to relax.

“Baby, if it feels good I can’t know unless you tell me. Your mouth is full of me,” I use this moment to thrust my d**k deeper into her mouth, “so the only way I’ll know is if you make a noise or you grind on my face. I f**kin love it, so don’t think it’s a problem.”

She really lets loose now. She’s sucking like a damn vacuum. I’ve got drool rolling down my balls. She’s massaging them with her little hand and rolling her tongue all over me. She’s enjoying the hell out of this.

I’m tongue f**king her, spearing her opening and letting my chin and it’s scruffy beard rub her c**t. She grinds down on me so I know she’s close and she’s loving it. I pull my tongue out of her and start to suck hard on her c**t. At the same time I shove two fingers in. I’m fixing to f**k up her world. I stick my pinky in to get it good and soaked. Damn I’m gonna come but not before she does. When my pinky is drenched, I pull it out and replace it with a bigger finger. She begins to grind hard. She’s really close. I put one hand on her ass cheeks and squeeze, then I shove that wet pinky into her asshole. That’s all it took. She shook and moaned and groaned and ground all over my face. For a second or two I did worry about suffocating. I continued to suck and nibble her c**t. I begin to come. Poor girl, I’m gonna suffocate and she’s gonna drown.

She started sucking like it was the last of a milkshake and my d**k was the straw. Oh hell.

Before I could finish licking her clean, she rolled off me. I grabbed her legs, threw them open, buried my face there and sucked her dry. Then I licked the fingers that I had buried deep in her slit. She laid there panting. I crawled up and kissed her. I could taste me and her all mixed together. It was intoxicating. I couldn’t get enough. My heart is pounding at the overwhelming feelings I have for her and in response my d**k is throbbing again.

Once I was done with her mouth, I slid into her and began pumping. I had to have her. She was so responsive and immediately began tightening.

“Oh my god, Andrew, I love how you always want me.” Yes! She’s never a talker. A moaner yes, talker no.

“Oh baby, I need it hard. Do me harder baby. Please. Deeper. Get it deeper. Oh god Andrew. Ahhh. Yesss! Make me come. Oh I’m already close. How are you this damn good?!”

Yes, this is good. I like when she talks. My balls are already tight and tingling.

I begin at change the angle I’m stroking her at and begin to circle her c**t. I grab her breast with my other hand and start to work my way to another orgasm. I’m frenzied. I feel her clench on me and her fluids ooze out around me and it’s my undoing. We both lose ourselves in each other again. I bite my lip to hold my words in this time. No matter what my heart feels, I’ve got to hold it in for a while.