Fight for me

Chapter Eight

I woke to Rosa sleeping with her head on my chest and her arms and legs wrapped me. 

Last night was incredible, but I couldn't shake the lingering feeling of guilt residing in the pit of my stomach. I had hurt her, I tried to tell myself to stop, that she wasn't ready, but the demons I was fighting in my head had won and I took full advantage of her need. 

She was the first girl who's virginity I had taken, I had seen how girls reacted after giving themselves fully to someone and I never wanted that responsibility, until I met Rosa. I wanted her to be mine forever, I would do anything for her. I ran my fingers through her hair and placed a small kiss on her forehead. 

"Mmmm" she moaned out sleepily. "Good morning daddy" she said as she stretched around me. Lifting her head and resting her chin on my chest to look at me. 

She was so beautiful I smiled. "Good morning baby girl. Are you feeling okay?" I asked, worried. I hoped I hadn't been to rough, when she told me to go harder last night my mind rejected the idea but my body took control, giving into her command. 

"Never better" she said with a lazy smile, looking sated. 

"Are you sore?" I asked 

"A little" she replied as she lift her head up to kiss me. 

"I'm so sorry, I was too rough, I shouldn't have..." 

"Shhh" she said putting a finger to my lips to stop me from speaking. "You were utterly perfect" she said still smiling. 

I felt my heart clench at her words, if only she knew the real me. She would be horrified, she would never want to touch me again. I rolled her over so that I was on top of her, careful not to touch her soreness. I planted a kiss on her lips and she moaned into me. 

"Are you hungry?" I asked, placing soft kisses down her cheeks and to her neck. 

She giggled and bit her lip, reaching down to grab my c**k in her hands "Starving" 

I laughed. So needy, and all mine. "For food you nympho" I said through a smile. 

She laughed, the sound mesmerising. "I guess I should eat, I'm going to need my strength back for round two" she said wiggling her eyebrows at me. 

"Round two?" I chuckled "baby girl you need to rest, you'd be lucky to get it again tomorrow" 

"Tomorrow?" She groaned "You can't do that to me, give me a night of pure bliss then cut me off" 

I smiled at her, but it fell remembering the pain on her face. I rest my forehead onto hers. 

"Angel, I couldn't possibly put you through that pain again, not until I know you've healed. Eventually the pain will go away but for now we need to take it easy" 

She sighed "Fine" she eventually said "let's go eat". 

We both threw on some clothes and walked to the kitchen, when she sat on the island stool I seen her flinch. f**k she was so sore. After breakfast I would take her down to the gyms spa bath to soak. I walked up to her and cupped her cheeks 

"Are you okay?" I asked, I shouldn't have been so rough and given into her demands. She hit my hands away from her face. 

"Stop it, I'm fine. You didn't react like this when you beat the crap out of my butt. Twice. I'm a big girl so stop asking me that" I gave her a smile, so stubborn. 

"Oh, are you too grown up for daddy to be cooking you breakfast too?" 

She giggled "yes, I'm far too mature for such babying. But your eggs are the best, so I'll let you cook, just this once" she said with a smile. 

She was so f*****g adorable. I lent down to kiss her "You'll always be my baby girl" 

She smiled "Always daddy"   

After breakfast i walked her down stairs and into the gym.

"What are we doing daddy?" she asked. 

"You'll see" I said smiling over at her. 

I walked into the private bathroom and her eyes lit up as she seen the spa bath. 

"Oh my god! you have a spa? Why are you only just showing me this now?" She squealed out her excitement.

"I only just thought about it" I said walking over to her. I placed my hands around her waist, pulled her in close and kissed her forehead, I reached over to turn the jets on. "Now strip baby" 

"Yes daddy" she giggled as she followed my command. She took a step back and pulled off her tank top, letting her breast fall. I watched her slowly remove her shorts followed closely by her underwear. I clenched my fists trying to control myself, she bit her lips as she walked the few steps towards me and wrapped her arms around my neck. 

"Your turn?" she asked. She screamed out as i picked her up by the waist and placed her in the spa. 

"Hey that's not fair" She protested as she crossed her arms on her chest. Adorable. 

I quickly took my clothes off and jumped in. I sat on the furthest side from Rosa but our feet still touched in the middle. She giggled.

"What ? Do you think i'm going to jump you and demand s*x?" She said looking amused at my choice of seat.

"Yes, Yes i do" i replied and she laughed. 

"Well, my original plan was, to seduce you" She began saying as she made her way over to straddle me "But.. you were right. Hoping in this water i realise how sore i am, soo.." she began trailing her fingers down until her hand was around my member "I'll just have to get you off instead" She started stroking me as she licked her lips. 

I laughed "I guess I'm okay with that" 

She smiled at me and placed both her hands around my c**k, nearly matching it's length.  She started to double fist me and stuck the tip of her tongue out in concentration. I smiled at her and lent into kiss her. She opened up and I explored her mouth with my tongue. I groaned out as she started to increase her rhythm, moving her hands in the opposite direction as she pumped me. I held my hand at the base of her neck, deepening our kiss. I was on the brink of orgasm when she breathlessly pulled away from me 

"Let me.. let me taste you. Please?" she asked. f**k, I was almost there. 

"Yes baby girl" I breathed out and she sunk deeper into the bubbles as I lifted my hips so my c**k was out of the water. She removed one hand and continued to pump me with the other as she placed her perfect pink lips around the head of me. I hissed at the euphoric sensation and tensed as my body found its release. Spurting into her mouth she started to swallow but it was to much, she couldn't keep up and she gagged as my c*m started to leak out of the sides of her mouth and down her chin. 

I was panting, she looked glorious with my c**k in her mouth and c*m all over her. I moved my hand to cup her cheek and she released me from her mouth. She was panting, she came back up to straddle me and wiped away the c*m on her lips with her finger and put it back into her mouth. I groaned, so f*****g perfect. 

"You taste so good" she said licking her lips. I smiled at her, there was still a large spot on her chin she had missed and I wiped it up with my thumb. She grabbed my wrist and brought my finger up to suck it off. 

"Can't waist away" she said. I grabbed the back of her neck and kissed the f**k out of her. She was so damn spectacular, I couldn't believe she was real. When I finally broke our kiss her lips were red and inflamed 

"Mine" I said as I traced her lips with my thumb. 

"Yours" she said with a smile. 

The rest of the day past too quickly, we snuggled and watched movies and talked about nothing and everything. To my surprise she didn't try to seduce me all day, which I was thankful for, after knowing what it felt like to be inside of her it was hard enough trying to control myself.  When it was time for bed I put on some boxers and jumped in under the covers. I watched as she took off her tank top, shorts and underwear and threw on just a night dress. It was red and made of silk, I felt myself getting hard at the thought of f*****g her in it. No, she's still sore, I can't do that. Not tonight. 

She crawled up the bed and lay her chin on my chest looking up at me. 

"Whatcha thinking about" she asked innocently. I ran my fingers through her hair 

"You" I said as I kissed her forehead. She smiled, 

"Oh? What about me?" She asked.

"Just.. you" I replied. She giggled as she moved to get under the covers, accidentally bumping my hard c**k. She lifted the blanket up and looked down, then back up at me with a huge smile 

"Me huh?" She said smugly 

"Don't get any ideas Rosa" I said sternly but I recognised that look on her face and she jumped on top of me. 

"Your the one with the ideas daddy, I was just laying here innocently" she said while batting her eyelashes. She came down to kiss me, "Can I ask you something?" She said between kisses 

"Anything" 

"Why did you c*m on my belly last night?" 

Well that's not what I was expecting "Because I don't keep condoms in the house" I replied. 

"I'm on the pill, I had to go on it when I got my period because they were so irregular" she said.

 I groaned internally, the idea of filling her with my c*m was so damn hot, knowing that she could be sitting in class with me leaking out of her, a constant reminder that she was mine, f**k. I felt my c**k spring up and hit her in the back, and she giggled. 

"f**k me daddy" she said as she reached behind her to grab me. I groaned, 

"Baby no, your still sore" she shook her head as she moved one of her hands from my c**k and brought it around to grab my wrist. She brought my hand up to suck on two of my fingers, before moving them down to place at her entrance and moved her hips to sit on them. She let out a whimper as they entered her and bit her lip. I let out an animistic groan, f**k she was so wet already, I wasn't going to win this battle. She bent down until she was inches from my face and moaned 

"f**k me daddy" I closed my eyes, trying desperately to control myself. She slightly rolled her hips around my fingers and they instinctively started to curl inside of her. I started massaging the spot inside of her I knew would make her c*m and heard her moan in my ear. The sound making me lose all control. I grabbed the back of her neck and kissed her hard, our teeth smashing together from the force of our kiss. She moaned into me as I massaged her harder, moving my thumb to circle her c**t, she gasped but I kept my lips firmly placed on hers. 

Her whimpers and moans spurring me on. I felt her tighten around my fingers as she clawed at my chest. Her hips slightly bouncing along with my rhythm, she pulled away from my mouth to gasp in air as she found her release. Her cunt gripping hold of me as I kept fingering her, I felt her arousal coating my lower abdomen. Her body so responsive, so perfect. I expected her to collapse into me as she came down from her high but instead she brought her hands back to release my c**k from my boxers. She lifted her hips removing my fingers and moved back to place her entrance at my head. She slowly lowered herself onto me and moaned out a pained sound. I grabbed her hips to slow her 

"Rosa.." I started to say but she pushed past my resistance until I was fully inside of her, I ended up groaning out instead. She was panting, 

"Y-yes daddy" She moaned, I tried to say stop, it was too soon for her but I couldn't, instead I grabbed her hips and said 

"Bounce" she smiled at me as she slowly started to move up and down me. She grabbed my forearms for support as she followed the rhythm of my hands helping her. She threw her head back as she moaned. 

"f**k" I breathed out as I felt myself about to come, I sat up and grabbed her face to kiss me. She stilled her movements to kiss me back as I grabbed her hips moving her to grind into me. She whimpered out a moan and I felt her start to constrict around me, she was close too. 

"Come on baby girl, c*m on my c**k" I said breaking our kiss as I moved one of my hands down to rub her c**t. 

She gasped in for air "Yes daddy" she yelled out. I was so close 

"Now baby" I demanded and she came, her perfect little p***y milking me as my orgasm hit simultaneously. She screamed out as I filled her, pumping up into her. I grabbed her waist and threw her into the bed landing on top of her, never breaking our connection. I felt the last of me empty into her as I came down from my high. I collapsed on top of her, panting for breath. I felt her trace my back with her finger tips as she sighed. I lent up and rest myself on my elbows 

"Are you okay baby? Are you sore?" I asked. 

She smiled at me "Yes and Yes. But I feel so good"

I frowned, "I shouldn't have been so rough" and she giggled 

"That's what made it so good" a small grin spread across my face, of course my perfect little girl liked it rough. I was quick to learn how her body responded to pain. She loved it, and I hated how much I enjoyed it, but f**k, it got me so hard. I lent up to kiss her, 

"Your perfect" I said and she blushed. I reluctantly started to pull out of her and she whimpered as she grabbed my hips to stop me. 

"We can't sleep like this baby" I said through a chuckle 

"But I like feeling you inside of me" she said quietly. 

"And I love being inside of you" 

"Promise again tomorrow?" She asked. 

I laughed "So needy angel, if your a good girl I'll think about it" 

"I'm always a good girl daddy" She said with a cheeky grin.

I pulled out of her and walked into the bathroom to get a warm washer to clean ourselves up. I stopped for a moment, my chest was aching with happiness and I couldn't wipe the smile from my face. Rosa was the best thing that had ever happened to me, I would never let her go. 

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I woke up the next morning to an empty bed, I looked over at the clock and seen it was almost 530, time to get up. As I walked out the bedroom door I heard the shower running and decided to walk in to join Rosa. I walked over to her as she had her face under the stream of water washing out her hair. I grabbed her around the waist and kissed her, pulling her out of the water. 

"Good morning baby girl" I said as she giggled 

"Good morning daddy" 

"Are you sore?" I asked and she bit her lip 

"Not even a little" she replied 

"Good" I said as I turned her around and bent her over. I slid two fingers inside of her and she moaned out. I was quick to make her c*m, she needed to be as wet as possible for when I slid my c**k inside of her. I pressed down and into her bundle of nerves as I pinched her n*****s between my other fingers. She came almost instantly. I removed my fingers and replaced them with my c**k, she almost screamed out. I slowly began pumping into her but as my need grew so did my pace. 

"Can I come daddy" she moaned out. Good girl, asking for permission. 

"Yes baby, c*m, c*m on my c**k" I groaned out. She was so wet and so damn tight I exploded into her. 

She screamed "Daddy" as she found her high. I kept pumping into her through both our orgasms, her cunt milking me dry. When we were both out of breath I pulled out of her and collapsed to the floor with her sitting in my lap. I struggled to catch my breath, but placed kisses down the side of her cheek. She lay her head back to rest in the crevasse of my neck. 

"Best morning ever" she said breathlessly. 

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It was nearing the afternoon when I heard my phone ding, I was sitting in the gym waiting for my next class to start. I looked at my phone and noticed it was a message from Rosa 

'awesome class today, although it was super hard to concentrate on learning when my panties are soaked in the teachers c*m' 

fuck, my c**k instantly hardened. I simply replied 

"Get used to it. Your mine now' 

'Forever yours' she replied. 

My krav maga students started to walk in and I willed thoughts of Rosa from my mind, I needed to concentrate. As my afternoon progressed I regretted my decision of moving Rosa up a class because that meant I couldn't see her until my day was over. 

When it was finally done I almost ran up the stairs. Rosa was sitting on the lounge on her phone with her headphones in and her feet were tapping away at the beat. I closed the door and walked up behind her and  placed a kiss to her cheek making her jump 

"Daddy, you scared me" she said with a laugh. 

"Sorry baby" I said as I walked around to the front of her. I knelt on the floor and immediately opened her legs in front of me. Her dress fell around her hips "No panties?" I eyed her. 

"They were too wet" she responded and I delved my tongue inside of her. It didn't take long before she was cumming. I wiped my lips on her thighs as I came up to kiss her. 

"Now what are you having for dinner?" I asked and she breathlessly smiled. 

"I can think of one thing" she said. Just then the door bell rang 

"Oh" she jumped up, "I ordered us pizza" she said as she ran to her bag pulling out her wallet and greeting the delivery guy. Walking back in with two large pizzas and placing them on the kitchen counter. 

"I didn't really feel like cooking, so I had to take a guess at what you would like" she said nervously. 

"Pizza sounds great" I said smiling at her and she let out a breath of relief. We sat at the kitchen island to eat and she told me about her day. She spoke with such enthusiasm it made me smile. I asked her about her friend Lily and she told me about how they had met in daycare when they were both just toddlers and have been inseparable since. We ate way to much and by the time we had finished our pizza we both just felt like laying down and sleeping. We got ready for bed together and lay in each other's arms cuddling. 

"Oh I forgot to tell you, this really weird thing happened today after school, I was like two blocks from home and some dude in a black suit bumped into me" 

"oh?" I asked, that didn't seem too weird 

"yeah it was strange, he reminded me of you a little bit, same eyes and hair colour. But it was super weird because like last week some other guy bumped into me wearing the exact same thing, just around the corner" 

My body froze. Two men wearing black suits? Just happening to bump into her close to home? That can't be a coincidence. A million thoughts ran through my mind but I couldn't shake the feeling that maybe, my past had found me. But how? I did everything right, I changed my name, I had fake documents like passports and birth certificates made up, I never had a social media account and made damn sure my photo was never publicly shown. It couldn't be, I tried to expel such thoughts from my mind but my gut was churning. 

"Weird right?" Rosa finally spoke breaking my silence 

"Yeah really weird" I replied. 

I tossed and turned all night. But something about what Rosa said had me on edge. It was probably nothing but my paranoia playing tricks on me. But I couldn't shake the feeling that they had found me, what was worse, was that they had found Rosa too. I looked at the clock on my bedside table and seen it was 3 am. I decided to go down to the gym and work off a bit of energy. I threw on a pair of sweats and made my way down the flight of stairs. I walked through the doors, turned the lights on and headed straight to the boxing bags. I started punching, I had only hit the bag about 10 times when I heard a voice. 

"Hello brother" my body stilled and everything around me went silent. All I could hear was the sound of my heart beating. I slowly turned towards the voice and there standing in front of me was Nikolai, my jaw tensed as I stared at him. He was wearing his black suit and black tie, stubble was covering his jaw and his hair was longer then when I had seen him last. "It's been a while" he said with a smirk on his face "Nice little set up you have here"  he continued as he started walking towards me. 

"What are you doing here Nikolai?" I asked, stupid question, I knew why he was here. 

"I've come to take you home brother" he said 

"That's not going to happen Nik" I said and he sighed. 

"I thought you'd say that, but you see that places me in a difficult position, I could leave you here with your gym and the jail bate you've come accustomed to f*****g," I visibly tensed at the mention of Rosa" but then the boss wouldn't be too pleased with me now would he, you remember Christopher right? He misses you brother" I doubted that, Christopher was the one who put a price on my head and forced me to run. 

"So, you can either come with me now, nice and easy, or we can do it the hard way" 

Go f**k yourself" I spat as I started running towards him. I put all my strength into my punch but he dodged me and swung around to kick my back, I was too quick, spinning I caught his leg in my arms and ripped him to the ground. 

Nik and I had both trained together, I was almost a head taller then him which gave me a longer reach and the advantage, I used to always beat him when we spared, and today would be no different.

 He flew to the ground and I elbowed him in the back, causing him to grunt, I stood to kick him but he quickly rolled away jumping to his feet. He lunged at me hitting my jaw, but I was quick to react landing a hit directly to his nose. Bloody spat everywhere as he lunged, tackling me to the floor and pinning my arms. 

"You've learnt some different moves brother" he said wickedly, I used my legs to kick up and into his groin, he yelled out in pain and fell off me. I took the opportunity to jump on him punching him again. He used his hands to push me off and I jumped up 

"Enough!" He spat out, venom lacing his words "you have one hour!" He said as he stood to his feet and headed towards the door. "One hour to get your s**t together and meet us out the front, or we will be coming for the girl" He turned his head over his shoulder to look at me "Rose? Is it? She will make a beautiful addition to our collection" 

As soon as I heard the front doors close I sprinted upstairs and into the bedroom. Please still be here, please I begged. As I rounded the corner, there sleeping peacefully was Rosa. I released a breath. I quickly stalked to the study and pulled out paperwork for the gym, I signed the pieces of paper, relinquishing ownership of my building and my gym and wrote down Thomas name. I scribbled a small message on a post it note 'couldn't think of anyone better to run Kings Gym, thank you for your friendship' and shoved it into the envelope along with the deed to my building. I grabbed my phone and sent out a quick message to all my students 'sorry for the inconvenience, all classes will be postponed indefinitely' I turned my phone off and sat it on my desk. I grabbed out a small duffel bag and filled it with cash. I reached into my safe and pulled out my gun, eyeing it with sadness, I sighed as placed it into the bag along with the paperwork. 

I walked back into my bedroom and pulled out Rosa's large duffel bag, I placed a week's worth of mine and Rosa's clothes in it. I was walking past the dresser when I spotted the new phone her aunt had sent her, she still hadn't opened it, that would come in handy so I put it into the bag as well. I noticed a photo frame with a picture of Rosa and her dad in it, she would never forgive me if I left this behind, I grabbed it and placed it in the now full bag and walked back into the study placing it next to the other bag. 

I went to sit on the bed next to Rosa, it was 4am now, I traced her face with my fingers and felt pain radiating through her body. She would hate me for what I was making her do, but I couldn't leave her behind, not when Nikolai had threatened her life. I slowly removed the bed covers, I jumped up to grab her a jumper and slowly started to wake her 

"Rosa? We have to go" 

"Mmmm" she moaned out 

"I'm so sorry baby, please wake up" 

"What is it daddy?" She said sleepily 

"We have to go baby" 

"Mmhmm" she said as her eyes drifted shut again. I decided to pick her, bridal style and walk her out of the room 

"Daddy?" She said slowly waking up 

"Hey baby" I said looking down at her, sadness filling my face 

"What's going on?" She said finally waking up. 

"We have to leave" I said placing her on her feet and wrapping the jumper around her shoulders, she started rubbing at her eyes 

"Where are we going?" She asked 

"I'm not sure right now" I said as I cupped her cheeks in my hands "I'm so sorry" I kissed her forehead. Her brows furrowed 

"What? What's going on James? Your scarring me" 

I sighed, "I promise I'll tell you everything, but for now we have to leave" I bent down to pick up both bags and pushed at an invisible spot on the wall, opening up a door. I had a second stair well installed not long after moving here and paid extra to not have it included on the buildings blueprints. I tuned to look at Rosa, her face so full of confusion. I held both bags in one hand as I held out my other to her 

"Come Rosa" I said and she placed a shaky hand in mine before I pulled her towards to stairs and closed the door behind us. We ran down and out into the back ally, I lifted her up and onto a dumpster that lined a fence. I threw the bags over and jumped to the other side reaching up to help Rosa down 

"James what's going on?" I grabbed the duffel bags and her hand and walked her around the building and down to the parking garage were I had an old Honda stashed. I had paid cash for the car and registered it to a fake name so it couldn't be traced. I chucked the bags in the back seat and opened the passenger door for Rosa. She stood with her arms crossed in font of her 

"No! I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what the f**k is going on" she said. 

"Rosa! We don't have time for your stubbornness right now! Please hop in the car and I'll explain everything when we stop" I said 

"Stubborn?" She began to say, I rolled my eyes and let out a sigh of frustration. I picked her up and placed her in the seat and did up her seat belt 

"Hey!" She protested but I closed the door behind her and walked over to the driver's seat. I put the keys in the ignition and pulled out of the car park. We had driven for about an hour before I stopped the car and pulled out the envelope in my duffel and put it into a post box on the street. 

"What was that?" Rosa asked when I hopped back into the car. I sighed 

"Rosa I'm so sorry, I never should have involved you in my life" 

"W-what?" She said and I heard her voice break. My head snapped to her and I almost jumped over the seat to kiss her. I forced all my love and adoration into the kiss. This would probably be the last time she would let me kiss her so I savoured every taste, every sound and every second of it. When I reluctantly pulled away I noticed tears in her eyes and she looked down to her hands that were fiddling in her lap, 

"W-why did that feel like a last kiss?" She said with a sigh. I almost teared up. I couldn't answer that so instead I pulled out and kept on driving. 

We were about 3 hours from home when I found a motel and pulled in. I asked rose to wait in the car as I walked into the reception area and booked a room for the night. I grabbed the bags in the back and Rosa followed me into the room. It was a tiny area with a double bed, a small kitchenette and a bathroom tucked into the back corner. Rosa walked into the room and sat on the bed, looking exhausted. 

"Do you want to sleep?" I asked as I shut the door behind us. 

"I want you to tell me what the f**k is going on" she said looking up to stare me in the eyes. I ran a hand through my hair before placing the bags down and going to sit next to her. 

"Rosa I... I don't know were to begin" 

"From the start would be a great place" she spat out. She was already pissed at me and I couldn't blame her. 

"Okay, from the start" I let out a sigh "I.. I haven't been completely honest with you about who I am" I felt her tense next to me and I looked up to her, confusion was all over her face 

"Keep going" she spat out. 

"My grandfather, my dad's dad, he wasn't a very nice man. When my father was born he decided to move to America and leave his wife and two sons behind. My grandmother was heartbroken and never moved on from him. After her death, my uncle decided to track down his father and moved to America. When he was there he discovered the he had a half brother who was not even a year younger then my dad. Turns out he had met a young Italian woman and they started a family together. After their fathers death my uncle told my father how incredible America was, that there were so many job opportunities for him, he told him that he would love it there. So my mother and father spent every last cent they had and moved my sister, brother and I to America. When we arrived my father found out about his half brother and how his mother's family was part of the mafia there. When my grandfather married his new wife, it was an initiation into the life of crime. My grandfather became second in command and when he died his son, Christopher, became boss and my uncle second. He wanted my father to join but he declined, he soon realised that my uncle had filled him with false hope, but after a few years he finally found a decent paying job and we lived happily for a few years, right up until their deaths. My parents didn't have a will in place so my siblings and I went to next of kin. My uncle gained custody of us, I was 10 my sister was 13 and my brother only 6, he was too young to know any better. As the years passed my sister moved away, she hated the way my uncle was raising us and became a police officer. I wanted to follow her, to run as far away as I could but I felt responsible for Nikolai, so I stayed. As we grew older my uncles instructed Nik that he had to burn down the building of an enemy who owed them money, but I volunteered to do it. I wanted to protect him from loosing his soul, for the rest of my life I vowed to protect him from such evil, and for a while I succeeded, that was up until his 21st birthday. As a write of passage, to prove to the boss were our loyalties lay. We had to kill an enemy" I tensed and felt myself tear up. I didn't dare look at Rosa, if I did I would stop talking and she needed to hear the full story. 

"We were told that they had found the informant who was passing on information about us all to the FBI, and for that they needed to die. I pleaded with my uncle to let me do it, Nikolai would never recover from it, but there was no use fighting it. I couldn't save him this time, I had done it on my 21st and now it was his turn. As we walked into the abandoned warehouse I froze, sitting blindfolded and bound to a chair was a young girl. She had been beaten, and was shaking with fear" I felt a tear escape my eyes but pushed myself to keep talking 

"I screamed for my uncle to stop this, how could he let his nephew kill a young girl? It was then that I realised how evil he truly was. He handed his gun to Nik and told him to do it. He looked so scared, his hand was shaking on the trigger as he aimed the gun to the girls head. 'no Nikolai! You don't have to do this' I called out, but it was too late he pulled the trigger and blood splattered over his face. I fell to my knees, i couldn't save the girl and I couldn't save my brother. I looked up at the sound of laughter coming from my uncle and I attacked him. I knocked him to the ground and punched and punched and punched until he was a lifeless body laying on the cement. I hated him, for what he did to us, for the way he raised us, what he did to my father and all my built up rage came poring out of my fists and into his face. Nik pulled me off of him but it was too late, he was dead. 'brother, What have you done?" I remember Nik asking me but I couldn't look away from my blood soaked hands 'you need to run. I'll give you 10 minuets before I call it in' he said. I asked him to come with me, that we could get out of this life together but he refused. It took every once of willpower I had in me to run and leave him behind, but I could already see it in his eyes, he had changed, he was no longer the brother I once knew, he was one of them now. I contacted my sister who was now in the FBI and she gave me a knew identity, new paperwork and relocated me to Australia. I opened my gym and tried to start a life here. I thought I did everything right to dodge them, but I was wrong" I let out a breath, it felt nice to finally get all of that off my chest.

 Rosa hadn't said a word, I willed myself to look up at her and noticed the tears streaming down her face, I wanted to touch her, to console her but I resisted. Finally she spoke 

"Is that why you saved me?" She asked. I was confused, "because you couldn't save that girl? You found me and made me accept your help to ease your conscience" 

"No Rosa, I helped you because I was drawn to you, I needed to know you and I'm so sorry for that" she sprang from the bed 

"Your sorry?" She let out a dry laugh "James you... Wait, that's not even your f*****g name is it ? So what the f**k do I call you ?" I closed my eyes 

"My real name is Dmitri Romanoff" she fell to the floor in tears, I sank down with her and felt myself cry for the first time in years. 

"I'm so sorry Rosa, I never meant to get you involved in this" I cupped her cheek in my hands and she swayed into my touch. I scooted closer to her and wrapped my arms around her. She kept crying into me for only a moment before she tried pushing me away 

"No" she whispered but I couldn't let her go 

"NO" she cried out louder trying desperately to push me away but I landed my lips on hers, she was squirming and pushing me away but it was no use. My hold on her too tight. She stopped and sunk into my kiss. We stayed like that for what felt like a lifetime but was no more then a few minutes. She pulled away. 

"I need to sleep" she said and I picked her up a lay her on the bed, curling up behind her to cuddle her in to me. 

Once I was sure she was out i got up and pulled out a burner phone from my duffel. I walked out the front and called my sister. She answered on the second ring "Romanoff" she said bluntly. "Hey Nat, It's me" I announced. 

"Well this cant be f*****g good"