Fight for me

Chapter Eighteen

It's been just over two months now since Rosa and I found our way back to each other, I was sitting at the coffee shop we always seamed to go to waiting for everyone to get here. When I first arrived it felt strange, sitting here watching her with her new friends as they all laughed together and called her Ella. I felt like an outsider, peering into a life I should have been comfortable with, a normal life my past prevented me from having. Almost instantly her friends accepted me into there group, but it took me time to really allow myself to feel apart of it. 

A few weeks ago when Rosa was sick I offered to help Brandon teach at his gym and have been helping on and off since. He sprung the idea on me one day that we should invest in a bigger studio together, with my knowledge in different forms of martial arts we would be able to teach more of a variety and more students. I thought it was a great idea, especially since I was going a little stir crazy in the apartment waiting for Rosa to get home everyday. Although, all that free time gave me plenty of opportunities to come up with new ways to please her. Within a week we had used every single device in her s*x toys box, now I was just coming up with new ways to use them. 

I was snapped out of my day dream when a familiar voice greeted me 

"Hey man" Brandon said as he sat down across from me "What were you thinking so deeply about?" He asked, I couldn't help the semi that formed in my pants thanking of my baby girl writhing underneath me 

"Just thinking about possible studio locations for us" I lied "I found a few good ones not too far from here" 

I spent most of today looking for possible places to buy, I hated dealing with relaters but anything to get me out of that apartment. 

"Oh that's awesome, I've got the afternoon free tomorrow so we can narrow it down then, yeah?" He said with his thick English accent. 

"Sounds good" 

"What does?" I heard Rosa's familiar voice chime as she came over and placed a kiss to my cheek. I smiled up at her, not realising how much I actually missed her. 

"We were just talking about possible studio locations" Brandon said as she and Charlie both sat down. 

"That's awesome!" Rosa beamed at the both of us 

"use should skip your last class and come with us to look tomorrow" Brandon suggested looking over at Charlie for approval 

"Um, absolutely!" Charlie said "If your going to be blowing a huge chunk of our savings on some building you best believe I'm going to be there"

 Rosa smiled over to her "Sounds like fun" she said as she placed her hand on my knee. 

"Sorry I'm late" I heard Callum call from behind me.

 It took me a while to like Callum, knowing he had tasted how sweet Rosa's lips were really irritated me for the first few weeks, but as I spent more time with them I realised that nothing was going on between them anymore. I could tell his feelings towards her had faded. 

"About time" I joked 

"Oh shut up, use should all be used to it by now" he laughed before taking a seat between Brandon and I. 

We talked more about the gym and listened as Callum told us about the new renovations for his club. Time always passed us by quickly and before I knew we were heading towards the gym, Rosa decided to go to Charlie's to study, seeing as how they would be missing their afternoon of classes tomorrow. The possibility of owning a gym again excited me, I found myself missing that part of my life back in Australia. I miss feeling proud of my accomplishments and to be able to have that opportunity again, I was eager to snap it up. 

Classes went by without a hiccup and when they ended Brandon and I walked the short distance back to their apartment. I was greeted by a studying Rosa, her head resting on her hands as she lay on the living room floor reading a chapter of her text book out loud. 

She was now in her second year of University and even though she started late she was already one of the best in her class. Words couldn't describe how proud I was of her. She stopped reading and looked up as she noticed we were back, an award winning smile planted on her face as she saw me and she jumped up, running over to me. 

Placing a kiss on my lips she said "Missed you. How did the kids go tonight?" 

"They did awesome" I smiled back at her. "And I missed you too" 

"Alright you too" I heard Charlie chuckle "Enough of that mushy stuff, what's for dinner?" 

We stayed and ordered in Chinese while watching some crime documentary Charlie and Rosa had picked. We were half way through our meal when Rosa's phone rang, she looked at the caller ID and jumped up and ran to the kitchen to answer it. A few moments later she came back in with an unreadable expression on her face. 

"You okay?" I whispered as she sat back down next to me 

"Yeah" she whispered back before finishing off her dinner. 

Once we were done we said our goodbyes and left, walking in silence back to our apartment. I knew she needed to say something, so I gave her time. We showered and got ready for bed. We lay under the covers, her back pressed against my chest and my arms wrapped around her waist. 

She sighed into me "Daddy?" She whispered 

"Yeah baby girl" she was silent for a while 

"Do you remember what you promised me? About my aunt?" She asked and my entire body went ridged 

"Yes" was all I said through gritted teeth. 

She drew in a sharp breath before saying "I need you to tell me" 

"Why?" I asked "Why now?" 

"Because, she wants to come and visit soon" if it was possible, my body tensed even harder "Ow, daddy" I heard Rosa whimper as she clawed at my arms around her waist. I let her go and lay down on my back, she rolled over placing a hand on my jaw and turning my head to look at her. "Please" she said, her eyes begging me to talk. 

I drew in a sharp breath before speaking "Rebecca is married to Christopher" I blurred out. Noticing her frown, then her giggle 

"That's not funny" she said. I sat up in the bed pulling her up to straddle me. I placed my forehead on hers as I looked into her eyes "Daddy, that's not funny" she repeated again. 

"Baby I.." I began to say, but didn't know what to say after that. "I.. I know that's a lot to take in, I couldn't believe it myself when I first found out. Christopher is married to your aunt and I'm sure he told her a horrible story about me. So when she seen you and I together in that photo you sent, she tried to protect you from me. She gave them our location, that's how they found us first. She was the one who needed to guarantee your safety when you were kidnapped by them" 

She had tears starting to form in her eyes, shaking her head she jumped off my lap and off the bed, still shaking her head 

"No, that's not possible" she said turning on the bedroom light as she paced the foot of the bed "It can't be true because that means..." She paused, standing still "That means it's all my fault" she said and I noticed her tears start to fall. 

Instantly I jumped from the bed and ran over to her, holding her tight against my chest "No!" I said "None of this is your fault, please baby don't cry" I said holding her head against me, trying my hardest to sooth her. 

She pushed me away "How can you say that? I should never have flaunted our relationship so early to my aunt. If..if I hadn't have been so stupid none of this would have happened, if..if I hadn't have forced myself into your life, you'd still be living happily in Australia. This is all, entirety my fault" she fell to the floor in tears and I dropped down beside her 

"No Rosa, if you hadn't entered my life I never would have been happy, I was living a half life until I met you. I would go through all our pain and fighting over and over again if it meant I could have you in my life. You said it yourself, our pasts were leading up to us meeting, we were destined to find each other, we were meant to struggle and we were meant to be here, with Charlie and Brandon and even Callum. If I could trade our lives in Australia for the one we have now, I wouldn't f*****g take it. None of this is your fault" 

I held her closer as she wept, she cried for so long I didn't know what time it was 

"What..what do we do?" She asked as her tears finally began to dry 

"We will figure it out, we always do" I said kissing the top of her head "But for now, bed" I said picking her up and placing her beside me on our bed. 

She turned to face me, placing her hand on my cheek "I'm so sorry" she said as i noticed fresh tears begin to form 

"You have nothing to be sorry for angel, just think, if we never had to run, if we never had to fight for us, we wouldn't be here now. We wouldn't have the wonderful life that we are living. Please promise me, please, that you won't blame yourself" 

"We could still be at home, I'd have Lily and you'd have Thomas, you'd have your gym, you'd have the life you worked so hard to achieve" 

"No, I'd have an empty bed, a friend who had no idea of who I truly was. In this life, I have you, I have our friends, I have my life, in my hands right now, I'm holding my entire life" I said squeezing her tight "You are the only thing that truly matters to me" she nuzzled her head into my neck and held me just as tight as I was holding onto her until we both eventually fell off to sleep.

I was dreaming of Rosa, she was placing wet kisses down my bare abdomen, then her hands reached down to release my hard c**k from my underwear. Her lips instantly covering the head of my c**k, I groaned as I thrust my hips up into her mouth, hearing her gag. I instantly woke up as I noticed her little moans were not coming from my dream, I looked down and there she was, bobbing her beautiful head up and down my c**k. I looked over at the clock, noticing it was just past 4 in the morning. I trailed my hands down and into her hair, guiding her movements before she swallowed me whole. My hips bucked harder at the feel of being completely inside of her and a low growl escaped my lips. I felt myself building and once she released me to catch her breath I grabbed under her arms and threw her back up in the bed, ripping her panties from her body. 

Plunging my c**k inside of her, she moaned out loudly as I caught her off guard. She wrapped her legs around my waist as i buried myself inside of her, over and over, hard and fast like I knew she liked. I lent down to kiss her, biting her bottom lip before darting my tongue inside her mouth, tasting her. Her nails clawed at my back as I felt her need to c*m grow 

"c*m for me baby, I'm about to fill you up" I commanded

"Yes daddy" she moaned and like fireworks she exploded around me, milking my c**k as I thrust deep inside her. 

I completely buried myself in her as I found my release, breathing heavily I collapsed onto her chest. When our breathing steadied I rolled from on top of her and lay on my back, instantly she rolled over, throwing her arms and legs around me. I could feel our arousal leaking from her and coating my thigh as her beautiful p***y rest on my leg. 

"I love you" she said sleepily 

"I love you too angel" I said before we both drifted off again. 

The next day I said goodbye to Rosa as she went off to school and I started looking through all the paperwork and photos of possible locations for our new studio. There were a few duds I could definitely eliminate before meeting Brandon this afternoon and I made a pile with my favourites on top and my least favourites on the bottom. It didn't take me long so I decided to go for a run, enjoying the fresh cool air of our new home. 

When I was exhausted enough I made my way back to our apartment for a shower and filled in the rest of my time playing video games. I was never one to own gaming consoles but when Rosa showed my how to use them I instantly became hooked. 

After completing a few missions on a PS4 game called Far Cry I looked over at the time and decided to go meet Brandon. I grabbed the stack of paperwork and made the short walk to the gym. He was just finishing up a class when I arrived and I made my way over to the bench seats that lined the back wall. The space he was renting now was nice, but way to small for our plans to expand, so it was definitely out of the question. 

As he was saying his goodbyes to the last of the students Rosa and Charlie walked in and came to join me, Rosa gave me a kiss and sat down next to me as Brandon walked over to join Charlie on the bench below us. I handed Brandon the paperwork for the 3 buildings I liked the most first and we waited in silence as he and Charlie looked threw them. 

"Where are you getting the money to do this?" Rosa whispered in my ear as they focused on what they were reading 

"I had fake bank accounts made up when I was looking for you" I whispered back 

"Oh" she said 

"Do you know when your aunt is planning on visiting?" I asked and I could feel her tense a little next to me 

"She wants to come on Saturday, for my birthday" my eyes furrowed as I looked over to her "It's not your birthday on Saturday?" I asked. 

"Well, it's Ella's birthday, not mine. So we won't be doing anything too special" 

"Rosa, I.." 

"I like this one!" Charlie said interrupting our conversation 

"Oooh show me" Rosa said taking the papers from her and completely halting our talk. 

I couldn't believe it, in the amount of time that I had been back how could I not have known her new birthday? We always talked, endlessly, about anything and everything, but birthdays never seamed to come up. I'd already missed her real birthday this year, I'd be damned of I was missing this one. 

"What are the other ones like man?" I heard Brendan ask, pulling me out of my thoughts. 

I handed them to him so they could check them out as I looked over at the piece of paper Rosa was holding. 

"We haven't finished talking about this" I said quietly as she studied it, pursing her lips a little. 

We all decided to go see three studios today, two of the ones I liked and one I wasn't so sure about, but Charlie thought it had potential. I called the relater before we left and she agreed to meet us at Charlie's choice first. 

It was a large open space on the top floor of an apartment building, the first reason I didn't like it. The second reason was that there were no walls separating the room, it was a blank canvas that would take a lot of renovations and money to make usable for what we needed. 

As soon as the relater opened to big steel door Charlie instantly ran inside 

"I love it!" She exclaimed spinning around the room "just think of the endless possibilities" she said in awe. 

I noticed from the corner of my eye as Brandon walked over to her, wrapping his arms around her waist 

"All those possibilities would cost a lot more money my love" he told her. 

"Yeah but.. I like it" she said turning and giving him the puppy dog eyes 

"We can always make more money baby" she almost whispered, stroking her fingers up and down his arm. I heard Rosa chuckle next to me watching her friends 

"What's so funny baby girl?" I asked 

"Charlie. She can always get him to do what she wants, so I hope you like the place" she said smiling 

"Do you like it?" I asked. 

She looked down at the paperwork she held in her hands, riffling threw them "I like this one" she said handing me the photo of the studio that I liked best. 

I smiled up at her "Me too" I said kissing her forehead. 

Once Brandon finally convinced Charlie to leave we made our way to the next possibilities. The second one we visited we all agreed that it was just a little bit too small for our needs and the last one was the one both Rosa and I liked. 

It was on the ground floor and had four separate but large rooms, Two bigger then the others, and a large upstairs room that could be used as an office. 

"Okay, this is definitely the one" Brandon said, wide eyed as we walked threw. 

"I like it too" Rosa said

 "But what about the first one? The possibilities guys?. Come on, have a little imagination" Charlie tried to reason with us 

"But this one is ready babe. We can move in straight away, no extra money to spend. We can have a waiting room and a proper gym, two separate classes going at once. There's even room upstairs to put a bed so I don't have to sleep on the couch when your mad at me" he said with a smile, bringing her in closer to his body 

"Yeah and you might have to use it sooner then you think" she said chuckling into him. 

While they were talking I heard Rosa's phone ring and looked over to her as she read the caller ID, a frown covering her face. 

"Hey, I can't really talk right now" she said as she walked out of the building and onto the street, I followed shortly after her "Oh, yeah okay...No I am, I'm just a little tired...Okay, can't wait... Bye" was what I heard of the one sided conversation. 

She drew in a deep breath before turning around to face me. She jumped just a little when she noticed I was standing there 

"Who was that?" I asked, already having a very good idea of who it was. 

"My aunt" she said looking down at the ground "Shes coming tomorrow night. Leaving Sunday" I tensed my jaw "What am I going to do Dmitri? Tell me what to do" she said sounding so fragile, completely unlike her. 

I walked over to her, holding her waist as her head rest on my chest "It's going to be okay Rosa. I'll go to a motel, she won't know I'm here" 

"I don't care about that, how can I face her, knowing what she did?" She said, looking up into my eyes I noticed the threat of tears behind hers 

"Shes your aunt, angel. What she did was to protect you" I said cupping her cheek and giving her a reassuring smile. 

She sighed "Yeah. Oh no" she said suddenly "Charlie! My aunt loves them. They will bring you up, there's no way we can do this" 

"Okay guys, I love it now" I looked over noticing Charlie and Brandon walking hand in hand out the door "Brandon said we can choose the colour theme and decorate it" she said smiling from ear to ear at Rosa, who forced a smile back at her 

"Can't wait" she said.

 Brandon walked over to me as the girls walked ahead "Sorry man, hope you don't mind. It was the only thing that got her off my back" 

"It's okay, better them then us having to do it" 

He laughed "As long as they don't choose pink, we should be good" 

When Rosa and I walked into the apartment that night the air was tense. Even through dinner with Charlie and Brandon she hardly said two words. I decided to run us a bath, hoping it would settle her and we could decide what to do after that. When the water was ready I went and picked her up off the couch 

"Hey, what are you doing?" she called, not at all prepared for me to throw her over my shoulder 

"Your going to relax, and we are going to sort this out" I said placing her on her feet in the bathroom. 

Slowly I undressed her and then myself, sinking us both into the overly warm water. She sighed into me, I knew how much she loved the water when it was hot and I had grown accustomed to it now.  

 "I think I know what to do" she said. She was sitting in between my legs, her back resting against my chest. I started washing up and down her arms with a washer that was covered in her favourite vanilla scented body wash. 

"What's that baby girl?" I asked 

"We have to tell Charlie" she said 

"Tell her what?" i asked 

"Everything" was all she said. 

At first I was confused, not completely understanding and then it hit me. 

"No angel, it's too dangerous" i said shocked

She turned to face me "We don't have a choice" she said "If we have an inside man, then when ever the topic of you comes up, we can avoid it!" 

I laughed "An inside man?" 

"I'm serious, it's the only way I can see this working" 

I frowned at her, thinking about what she was saying "You trust her that much? You trust her with the entire truth?" 

"I do" she said instantly. 

I drew in a deep breath, contemplating what she was saying. To tell Charlie everything, it was crazy, Rosa hardly accepted my past at first, how was someone who bearly knew me supposed to? It wouldn't work and she would loose the three closest friends she has because of it. 

"She won't like my past Rosa, she doesn't know me like you did, when I told you, I had no other choice" 

"You don't know her like I do. She had a f****d up childhood, she knows your not your past, she knows how kind you are. I believe she will accept you, for me she will" she placed her hands on my cheeks and looked into my eyes, pleading "I know she will" 

I stayed silent, not liking this idea one bit 

"Please" she begged again as she moved her legs to straddle me, she removed one hand from my cheek and brought it down to hold my c**k, stroking up and down softly 

"Rosa, you can't get me to say yes like this" she squeezed me tighter as I grew hard in her hands. 

Moving my head to her entrance she said "I can try" before suddenly sinking herself all the way down on me. 

I groaned at how f*****g tight she was "Please daddy, this will work" she moaned as she bounced slowly on top of me. 

I grabbed her hips, pushing her down until my head hit her cervix, she whimpered at my harsh touch. "This is how you wanna play it? Using s*x to get me to do as you wish?" I asked angrily and She bit her bottom lip. 

"I..I just want you to relax, to see that this can work daddy" 

Slowly she started grinding her hips, my tight hold on her surly hurting her as she moved. 

"Stop angel" I said threw gritted teeth 

"No daddy" she said breathlessly "Please, do this for me. We..we don't have to tell her what you did. Just what you were apart of. Please" she said as I noticed a tear streak down her cheek. 

I let go of her hips and she moaned loudly as the pain she was in broke. I drew my knees up so they hit her back and, probably a little to aggressively, grabbed hold of her cheeks in one hand, staring into her eyes 

"I'll do it Rosa, but you need to know you can't get what you want from me like this. It makes it feel cheap, your f*****g me for an ulterior motive and that's unacceptable, do you understand?" I said angrily and she nodded, more tears coating her perfect pink cheeks and running down my fingers "Good, now hop out, dry yourself and wait for your punishment in the bedroom like a good little girl" I said releasing her face from my grip. 

She looked at me dumbfounded for a second before jumping off me, grabbing a towel and quickly rushing to the bedroom. I sat in the bath, longer then I should have, thinking of what I just agreed too. Rosa trusted Charlie more then anything, but I didn't. Even if we didn't tell her that I killed my uncle she would still have to come to terms with the fact that I was part of the American mafia, that I did terrible things and ruined Rosa's life. But the more I thought about it, the more I came to realise that we really didn't have a choice. Surly my name would come up when the group was with Rebecca and there was no way that Rosa would be able to avoid that on her own. She was right, but that didn't mean I was any less pissed at her for trying to f**k me into submission. 

I got out of the bath and dried myself slowly, thinking of an anxious Rosa waiting for me naked in bed. When I finally walked into the bedroom she was sitting in the middle of the bed with her PJs on, holding her legs to her chest as she wrapped her arms around them. 

"Daddy, I'm so sorry. I.." I shot her a look that instantly got her to be quiet. 

"Apologise all you want angel, your still getting punished and no amount of clothing will save you" she held her legs tighter 

"Yes daddy" she whispered out 

"Off the bed" I commanded angrily. 

Never before has she used s*x to get something from me, it was always what brought us closer together, made us feel connected and just the thought of her cheapening that infuriated me more then words could describe. As she scurried quickly off the bed I noticed the fear in her eyes, she had never feared me before which made me believe she knew exactly how much trouble she was in. 

"Strip" I commanded and she obliged. 

Once she was completely naked I eyed her for a second, before walking over to her. I placed my index finger at her collar bone and slowly started to trace her delicate skin. She bit her lip at my touch and slowly I started to walk behind her, keeping my finger connected to her at all times. 

"Why did you do it?" I asked as I placed my towelled body against her back. 

"I'm sorry, I just wanted you to agree with me" she said quietly 

"and instead of talking with me, you tried to seduce me into saying yes?" I asked 

"Yes" she whispered, bowing her head down 

"Do you think you can f**k me into agreement every time you want something from me?" 

"No daddy. I was desperate, I need this to work" she whimpered 

"Do you think you deserved to be punished?" I asked, tracing my fingers over her perfect plump ass. 

"I..Yes daddy. I shouldn't have used s*x to get what I want. I'm sorry" 

"Good girl. Now lay down, on your stomach" I commanded 

"Daddy, please" she turned to face me "I'm sorry, I know... I know I need to be punished, but... But i'm.. I'm..." 

"Shhh, angel" I said cupping her cheek and she nuzzled into my touch "Don't be scared, you have your safe word if it gets to much. I'm only giving you what you deserve. Now lay down" 

She slowly followed my command to lay down. I walked over, sitting next to her on the bed 

"Your going to get spanked baby girl, 30 times and I'm not going to hold you on my lap, your going to stay like this and if you move, or try to stop me, I'll start all over again. If your good I'll f**k you and let you c*m" I said trailing my fingers over you ass "But if your bad, if I have to start recounting, well.. I'll still f**k you, but you won't be allowed to finish. Do you understand?" 

"Yes daddy, I'll be good, I swear" she whimpered 

"Good girl" I said as I grabbed a hold of her ass cheek tightly, she whimpered at my touch. 

"Are you going to count with me?" I asked releasing her ass 

"Yes daddy, if that's what you want" 

"Such a good girl sometimes" I whispered before placing a hard smack to her ass 

"One" we both said in unison. 

I pulled my leg up to rest on the bed so I was facing her. Putting my free hand on her lower back, I smacked her just as hard again. 

"Two" she cried, grinding her thighs together 

"Legs apart angel" I commanded and she reluctantly obliged. 

I continued my assault on her ass, each spank getting harder as I went and by the time we got to 20 she was sobbing uncontrollably. I started to rub her beautifully red cheeks to sooth her a little before placing four, continuous hard smacks to her left cheek and again to her right. She didn't count, instead she screamed out for me to stop, her body rocking forward and her legs shaking. I didn't listen, instead I placed the final two blows  and started rubbing her ass to ease some of the pain. 

"All done baby girl, you did so well" I praised as I listen to her cries "Don't move baby" I said as I walked out to the bathroom to get some lotion. 

I knelt at her feet as I started applying the cool cream to her burning red ass, noticing her arousal dripping from her thighs. I licked my lips before burying my face into her wet p***y, she moaned loudly as I stroked up and down her folds with my tongue. I sucked her c**t into my mouth as I inserted two fingers inside of her, rubbing at her tender spot. 

"Do you want to c*m on my fingers or my coxk baby girl?" I asked 

"Both daddy, please" she begged and I chuckled 

"So greedy. Choose one" 

"Yo..your c**k, please" she moaned out as I felt her p***y start to tighten 

"As you wish angel" I said before quickly removing my fingers. I ripped the towel from my body and stood up. I grabbed around her waist and was quick to plunge myself into her, taking her off guard she screamed for me 

"Please daddy, I'm so close" she begged

"You'll have to wait, I'm not there yet baby" I growled, I f****d her slow and softly. 

Knowing how much it would make her beg. Her hands were fisted in the sheets, the sweetest little moans coming from her, quickly pushing me closer to the edge. I started to quicken my pace 

"Yes, please daddy" she moaned loudly and I felt her p***y start to constrict 

"Do you think you deserve to c*m angel?" I asked 

"What? Daddy, please" she begged "I was good, please" 

I thrust harder, slamming into the end of her, over and over 

"Please" she begged again and again until I felt myself start to spill. 

"Such a good girl baby, c*m for me" I commanded and her body instantly followed my demands, milking me of every last drop. 

I pulled out of her and held around her waist pulling her up the bed to cuddle into me. 

"I'm scared daddy" she said as we both caught out breath. 

I looked down at her "Of what baby" I asked 

"Tomorrow"