I was addicted..
I had never tasted nor smelt anything so sweet. It was as if I was experiencing a new found high and I would give anything, my body, blood, soul, anything to keep feeling this way. I would sell my gym, trade my soul and dive to the pits of hell just to get a glimpse of her. My Rosa, my drug.
I woke to her in my arms as she slept. Her peaceful figure fitting perfectly against me. I wanted to kiss her, to taste her, to ravish her and claim her as mine. But I couldn't. My 17 year old beauty, how could I have such feeling for a teenager? I scolded myself for crossing the boundaries of our relationship. I wanted nothing more then to protect her, but my weakness for her made that impossible.
I tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear and sighed. How could I possibly ignore my feelings towards her now? Especially after last night. When she told me she was a virgin I freaked out, I was ready to f**k her senseless, to make her a moaning, writhing mess underneath me, I wanted to hear her scream my name as I filled her and if I had of done such things to her innocent body I would have ruined everything. I was an awful person, an awful person going to hell.
I looked over at my clock and realised it was just past 5 in the morning. I decided to get up and make her breakfast. I carefully removed my arm from underneath her and walked to the kitchen. Just when I was almost done our bacon and eggs I heard a small sound from behind me. I turned and seen Rosa walking out of our bedroom, she was wearing my black T-shirt from yesterday and was rubbing her eyes. When she seen me her face lit up into a smile. She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a small peck on the lips.
"Good morning daddy" she said with a giggle.
Daddy. When she first called me that it turned me on like crazy. I'm definitely an awful person, but she desperately needed a father figure in her life, was I wrong to want to fill that void?
"Good morning baby girl" I replied as I lent down to kiss her again.
"Are you cooking bacon?" Her eyes lit up when she asked.
"Yep, and eggs"
"Yummmm. How did you sleep?" She asked while making her way over to sit on the stool by the kitchen island.
I'd had the best sleep of my life when she started sharing my bed. Something about her presence made my life seem peaceful.
"I always sleep good when I'm next to you" I replied and a smile lit up her face.
"Me too" she said as her cheeks blushed.
"Do you have anything planned for your birthday on Saturday?" I asked as I took the fry pan over to her plate and loaded bacon and eggs onto it. She immediately grabbed her knife and fork and tucked in. The small moans that escaped her lips were enchanting. I couldn't look away.
"Ah, not on Saturday no" she said with a mouth full of food "but Lily and I are spending the day together Friday, why's that?" She asked.
"I was thinking we could go out for dinner? If you wanted"
"I would love to!" She said clapping her hands together. I sat down to join her for breakfast. There was something sensual about watching her eat. Maybe it was the small moans she made as she enjoyed her food, or the way she licked and sucked on her fingers savouring every taste.. or maybe I was just horny, it had been two days since my last release. I couldn't help but think about her while I was stroking my c**k. I imagined her pretty pink lips wrapped around me and it brought me to my undoing.
Then to catch her panting on my bed with nothing but a towel separating me from her spectacular naked body, it was enough to make me hard all over over again.
"What do you and Lily have planned?" I asked trying to change the direction my thoughts were heading.
"I'm not to sure what she has planned, probably movies and heaps of junk food all day" she said while finishing the last bite of her breakfast.
"So you won't be in school?" I tried to say seriously but couldn't help the small grin on my face.
She looked up from her plate and smiled. "No daddy," she replied and closed her thighs tighter together "is that okay with you?"
"Well baby girl, your very lucky it's your birthday, otherwise I would have to punish you for being so disobedient" my c**k twitched at the thought of throwing her over my lap again and spanking that perfect ass until it was bright red. She started to bite her lip as her cheeks went red.
"Well... it's not my birthday until Saturday" she almost whispered out. I laughed, she wanted to be spanked just as much as I wanted to spank her. What did I do right to deserve such a perfect angel like Rosa.
"Your blushing," I said as I moved my hand up to caress her cheek "for someone so innocent, you sure have a dirty mind"
She sighed into my touch "I don't know what to think, I'm a virgin and I've never craved some one inside of me so desperately" she said closing her eyes.
I drew in a sharp breath, those words rolling off her tongue almost made me grab her and take her right here and now.
"We're going to be late baby girl, go hop in the shower" was all I could say to stop myself. She planted a kiss on my cheek and walked off to the shower, removing her top before getting to the door, revealing her naked body to me. My hand gripped the counter top so tightly my knuckles turned white, she would definitely be getting punished for that.
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The rest of the day seamed to move too slowly. It was finally my last class of the day and I was exhausted, I wanted nothing more then to cuddle up on the lounge with Rosa and relax.
When I walked through the door she was in the kitchen cooking and listening to music over the speakers again. I could definitely get used to the sight. I closed the door behind me and before I knew I was walking over to her.
She turned to greet me but before words could escape her lips I picked her up to straddle me and sat her on the kitchen island. I placed a hard kiss on her lips and forced my way into her mouth, she moaned as she allowed me entry. I grabbed the hem of her shirt and ripped it from her body. I undid the buttons of her shorts and dragged them down, along with her underwear. I frantically started placing kisses down her body, sucking at each of her n*****s on my way, until I got to my destination. I pushed her back to lay down and spread her legs open, admiring the soaking wet view before I started licking and sucking up and down her slit. She moaned the most incredible sound as I slid my tongue as far inside her as I could manage. My left hand started drawing circles on her c**t and my other massaged her breast. I could feel Rosa panting as her pleasure grew stronger.
Knowing how her body responded to pain I pinched her n****e between my fingers until she screamed out my name, she was so close to cuming, I could feel her tightening around my tongue. I moved my mouth over and sucked in her c**t, holding both her n*****s in my fingers now.
At the same time, I pinched both her n*****s and slightly bit down on her most sensitive part. She drew a sharp breath before screaming her release. Her hands fisted in my hair holding me in place as her legs wrapped around me. I slowly released my hold on her as she came down and pushed my way up to hold her. We sat together for a moment trying to catch our breath.
"I missed you too Daddy" she finally said.
I squeezed her tighter before finally letting go. "Let's eat baby"
We sat and watched a movie while we had dinner, then cuddled on the lounge once we were done eating.
"Can I ask you something?" I looked over to see Rosa looking at me through her eyelashes.
"Anything" i replied
"I was just wondering, sometimes when you speak you have a slight accent and I can't place were it's from" she asked.
I stiffened a little. I wasn't used to talking about my past.
"Well.. my parents were from Russia but I grew up in America and moved here a few years ago" it was the truth, in as little detail as I could give. If I said too much she might ask more questions and I was definitely not ready for that. She didn't need to know about my past, she has already gone through to much in her shot time on this world, I didn't need her worrying about me.
"Russia? That's cool. Wait.. is that why you call me Rosa? Are your parents still in America" she asked.
I smiled, so curious "Yes, i grew up speaking both languages and no Rosa, they died in a car crash when I was young"
"Oh, I'm so sorry" she said before squeezing me tighter.
"It's okay, it was a long time ago. Come on, let's go to bed" I said before picking her up and carrying her to the bathroom.
We cleaned out teeth together. The small mundane task made me happy. Could I do this? After everything that I've been through could I have a stable relationship? I never thought I'd meet someone who made me feel the way Rosa did. I no longer looked at my bed as a place of nightmares, I looked at it now and seen Rosa sleeping peacefully next to me. I never wanted her to leave me, yet I felt selfish wanting to keep her all to myself. I felt obligated for some reason to save her from her step father but I never in a million years thought I could have such feelings for her. I couldn't say what it was about her that drew me to her, all I knew was that I would do anything for her.
Everyday I felt myself falling for her more and more. Watching her fight in my classes was a highlight for me, she was such a natural and her willingness to take on any challenge was incredible. Every time she got knocked down she would shake it off and learn from her mistakes. She has only been in my classes for a short amount of time but she was already becoming one of the best.
On Wednesday she beat Sam almost every time and I was so proud of her. I would have to move her up a class if she kept it up. It was Thursday and I was in my last class of the day, I always finished later on Thursdays and i never hated that until now, i craved to be with Rosa.
"You look distracted" I heard Thomas say as he charged towards me. I was distracted, which was a rookie mistake because it gave him the advantage to get me to the ground and almost pin me. Not today buddy, i reversed his move and got him under me. He eventually tapped out.
"Not distracted enough to let you win" i grinned at him.Thomas was the best out of any of my students and one of my closest friends, well actually, he was my only friend. I wasn't one to go out looking for someone to talk to or hang out with but Thomas pushed his way into my life, always inviting me to places and staying behind after class to talk about his girlfriend or family or anything really. I felt bad for saying no to hanging out so many times that i eventually caved and we went out clubbing and i actually had a good time.
"What was your excuse the last time i beat you?" he said nudging my ribs.
"Your a f*****g cheater that's what" i joked with him.
He laughed "Keep telling yourself that mate"
At the end of class he came up to talk to me, "So? Whats up with you?" he asked.
"What? Nothing" I replied.
"HA" he called out "I know you well enough by now to tell when somethings on your mind"
I sighed but stayed silent. I couldn't tell him about Rosa, could I? He wouldn't understand.
"Whoa! It must be something real good. Its a chick, isn't it?" Something on my face must have given me away because he said "Oh my god it is! You've finally found the one. Haven't you? Tell me asshole"
"f**k! how do you do that?" i asked, surely my face didn't give that much away?
"Its a gift" he replied "now spill"
"Okay, but you cant judge me okay? I f*****g hate myself for whats happened and i don't need you hating me too"
"Promise man, f**k this is going to be good"
"Stop enjoying this so much!"
He laughed, "Hey its not very often its you with the girl troubles. Let me help, i know i give you s**t but if you ever need my i'm here bro"
"Okay, okay, so two weeks ago i started teaching at the school up the road and there was this girl. she asked me if she could join some of my other classes, outside of school. Long story short it turns out her step father was abusing her and tried to r**e her, if not for my classes he would have succeeded. After he tried she came running here and i told her she could stay with me and now shes got me f****d up man, like i cant imagine my life without her. Shes perfect and its so wrong and i hate myself for feeling this way but i cant stop"
"Shes still in high school? How old is she?"
I looked to the ground "Shes 17, but its her birthday on Saturday"
"Does she feel the same about you?"
"I think so, I don't know man. The connection we have is just so strong, it cant be one sided, you know?"
"Why don't you ask her?"
"Its not that simple. Shes 17 Thomas! How could i possibly... How could she..."
"Yeah but shes 18 on Saturday right? 9 years isn't that much of an age gap. Jess and i have 7 years between us and we couldn't be happier together"
"She also wasn't underage when use met" i rolled my eyes at him.
"True. How far have use taken it?"
Well f**k, i couldn't tell him how I've made her c*m multiple time, while wanting to f**k her senseless.
"We've kissed" was all i said.
"Well if shes the one, which by the looks of you she is, then what do you have to loose by falling for her?Shes 18 on Saturday so your relationship can finally begin. And you can finally get laid" He said with a grin on his face
"Dumb ass" i said "But, and if you ever repeat this ill f*****g kill you, you'r right. Thanks man"
"Your welcome. No go up and kiss the s**t out of her. You looking forward to Saturday?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows at me.
"f**k off" i said throwing my hand towel at him.
"Alright, i'm going" He said grabbing his things and walking out the door.
I let out a breath. Sleeping with Rosa was the last thing on my mind at the moment, i desperately wanted to know how she felt, but i had no idea how i was going to bring it up.
When I walked inside the apartment she had her head in a huge crate and was surrounded by make up, clothes a laptop and other little things.
"Rosa?" I said still standing by the door.
She popped her head up and ran over to me, jumping in my arms and planting a kiss on my lips.
"Heya daddy" she said with the biggest smile on her face "I missed you"
"Missed you too baby girl. What have you got over there?" I asked, wondering what she was looking at.
"Oh.." she said excitedly, jumping out of my arms and running back over to the crate "My aunt sent me somethings. Do you wanna see? " she was so excited! It was adorable.
"I sure do" I said walking over to sit next to her.
She showed me all sorts of things, from candles to make up and hair accessories. School things and a new phone, even money. Their were so many clothes i lost count. Luckily my clothes only took up half the closet space and she had plenty of room for her things.
"Wow, that's awesome" I told her.
"I know right" she exclaimed.
"How often does your aunt sent you packages like this?" I asked, intrigued.
"Almost every month, sometimes more. She lives in Paris but her husband lives in America and is some big rich business man over there" she explained "so she always makes sure I have everything I need for school" she let out a sigh.
Something was wrong, I scooped her up and went to sit on the lounge with her.
"What's wrong baby girl?" I asked and she gave me a weak smile.
"I was just thinking about my mum. When I was 15 when my aunt called me one day, we were living pretty rough at that stage and I remember breaking down over the phone because my mum wouldn't lend me any money for school supplies, my clothes barely fit me anymore and my mum just told me to wear her stuff. Two days later I received a parcel with everything I could ever need and more. Shes my dad's sister, but since his death she's practically been my mum. I miss her"
I hugged her in tight. She didn't deserve anything she had been through. I used my index finger to bring her face up to look at me and I gave her a kiss. I wouldn't let anything bad happen to her ever again.
The next day she woke me with a big kiss.
"Wanna come have a shower with me" she asked while placing feather light kisses along my jaw. My c**k was as hard as rock and the thought was definitely appealing.
I chuckled "well good morning to you too angel"
She giggled back "good morning daddy, wanna have a shower with me?" She said while wiggling her eyebrows at me.
"Have a good sleep did we?" I asked while stretching out underneath her. She took the opportunity to jump on top of me, straddling me. I could feel her heat as she slowly started to rock her hips on my already hard member.
"Always with you" she said before bringing her lips down to kiss me. She opened her mouth as my tongue slowly caressed hers. I placed my hands on her hips and guided her rocking. She moaned into my mouth and the sound flicked a switch in me. I flipped her over and ground myself in to her harder. She dug her nails into my back and I could feel the slight burn of her scratch. I ground into her again and released a moan of my own. She was panting as I started placing kisses down her neck.
She moaned out "please" as she wrapped her legs around me and brought my head back up to kiss her "please"
I wanted to give her everything she asked for and in that moment I almost did. But instead I ground into her harder, nothing but my boxers and her underwear separating us. I slid my hands down into her panties and started rubbing circles around her most sensitive part. She sucked in a breath but I didn't move my mouth to allow her air, I kissed into her harder while still grinding and rubbing into her until I felt her body tighten before her release.
She moaned out as she came down. I removed my hand and licked my fingers,
"Mmmm, now I need a shower" I said before placing a kiss on her forehead and jumping off her walking towards the bathroom. I turned on the shower and jumped in. My c**k was painfully hard, I grabbed hold of myself and started sliding my hand up and down my shaft. I pictured Rosa, laying in my bed under me, panting and writhing.
Just then I heard the door open and turned to see Rosa, she was naked and started walking towards me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me.
"Let me help" she said as she placed her hand on top of my own.
She was staring into my eyes, pleading for me to let her. I slowly started to move my hand again, letting her follow my rhythm.
"Rosa.." I began to say but she cut me off with another kiss. She tightened her hand around mine and pushed me back until I was against the wall. She wiggled her fingers into my palm and released my grip. Placing her hand around my girth where mine had been, she started to glide up and down me. Her touch so soft and inexperienced, I groaned into her mouth as I fisted my hand in her hair, pulling her closer into me. She tightened her grip on me and sped up her rhythm. I was so close, I started to pant.
I broke our kiss and looked at her, knowing that she was here, that she was the one holding my c**k and bringing me to my release, it was too much. I clenched my hand around her waist trying to hold her closer but she pushed away and looked down as I started to spurt c*m all over her stomach.
I was still panting from my release as she giggled and ran her fingers through the sticky substance. She went to wash herself in the stream of the shower,
"No" i said before grabbing the body wash and squirting it into my palm, "it will get stickier when it hits the water"
I knelt down and ran my hand over her stomach making sure I got every last drop. When I looked up she was still playing with it on her fingers, she looked down at me before sticking her fingers into her mouth, tasting me.
"Mmmmm" she moaned out her approval and I groaned.
"You can't do that to me" I said before standing and wrapping her into me and kissing her so hard we both lost our breath. When we broke the kiss she giggled and her cheeks blushed as she looked down at her feet. I could already tell she was thinking about something dirty.
"What is it baby girl?" i asked.
"I... Nothing" she said looking up to me with a small smile on her face.
"Your not a very good liar" I chuckled. She let out a breath and started twirling her fingers.
"I was just thinking that maybe next time I could..um.. taste.. more of you"
I drew in a breath, f**k. I kissed her so hard she stepped back and into the wall. I was 1000% sure she was trying to kill me with need. I moved my hands to hold her face.
"What did I do so right to deserve someone as perfect as you"
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I was partnered up with Sam tonight as Rosa was celebrating her birthday with her friends, he didn't like that too much but surly by now he was used to getting his ass kicked.
"Not fair!" He yelled out as I pinned him to the ground "I want a different partner"
I laughed "I'm sure when a murderer comes up behind you he will listen to your bitching just about as much as I am" He hoped back up and mumbled something under his breath.
When class was over I walked upstairs, I didn't care to admit how much a missed Rosa's presence already. I cooked up some dinner, enough for two just in case she hadn't eaten yet and sat down to watch the news. I looked at the time and noticed it was 9. What could she possibly be doing out this late? I jumped in the shower hoping to ease some of my worry but all I could think about was this morning with Rosa. She had only been living with me for two weeks and already had become such a huge part of my life. I was so used to coming home and enjoying my solitude but now it was like I could barely function without her.
When I looked at the time again it was close to 10 and she still wasn't back, I really started to worry now. What if my past had caught up with me? What if someone had found her and taken her away from me or her stepdad had tracked her down and had locked her away. I grabbed my phone and hesitated for a second, debating weather to call her or not. I needed to make sure she was okay. I pressed the call button and much to my surprise heard it ring on the other side of the door. Still letting the phone ring I walked over and heard muffled cursing on the other side. I opened the door to Rosa digging through her purse trying to locate her phone, so I hung up. She looked up and me and wobbled a little,
"Daddy!" She called out before running up to give me a hug and a kiss. I could taste the alcohol on her lips, she was drunk.
"What time do you call this ?" I said, my worry replaced with anger.
She hiccuped "I-im sorry daddy" she said nuzzling her nose into my neck. My anger melted away, I couldn't stay mad at her.
"Mmmm, you s-smell good"
"And you smell like alcohol" I said with a chuckle.
"I knoooww daddy" she groaned out "I've been a very bad girl" she said looking up to me with a smile "I'll accept any p-punishment you see fit"
I couldn't help but smile. I picked her up and put her over my shoulder, she let out a squeal. I walked her over and sat her down on a stool by the kitchen island.
"Have you eaten?" I asked
"Mmm, sort of" she responded
"What did you have?"
"Well, I had limes with my tequila shots a-and" she hiccuped again "these little squishy gummy bears that Lily soaked in vodka. Oh! And pizza for lunch"
I shook my head before walking over to heat up left overs for her.
"But daadddyyy" she moaned out "I don't wanna eat that. Don't you have something tastier to put in my mouth" she said with a suggestive smile.
"If you eat up all your dinner I'll think about it" I said, but I already knew I couldn't do that. Not while she was in this state.
She giggled "okay daddy"
She moaned as she took her first bite, she loved food, it was evident in the way she ate.
"Daddy?" She said through bites.
"Yes baby girl?"
"Your the best thing that has ever happened to me, you know that?" Those words hit a spot inside of me, a spot a had long forgotten about, my heart. She felt the same about me as I did about her. "Like, I didn't k-know if it was just because you saved me or if my feelings were real b-but, being with you i know, your the o-one"
I walked over and kissed her on the forehead. It was everything i wanted to hear.
"Your drunk" was all I said. I didn't want her confessing how she felt right now, not when she didn't know what she was saying. She could wake up in the morning and regret everything.
"Come on, you need a shower"
"Will you join me?" She said before kissing me.
"No, not tonight Rosa"
She pouted at me. "Fiiine" she groaned out before hopping up and walking to the shower.
I heard her turn it on as I was washing up her plate. I went to walk over to the bedroom but halted mid way as I stared at a naked, dripping wet Rosa in the door way. My c**k instantly hardened and I almost ran up to her and started lapping up the water with me tongue.
"I can't stay in here alone, n-not with images of this morning bombarding my brain" she said.
I clenched my fists together. "Rosa, get back in there"
"No!" She said stubbornly, crossing her arms under her breasts making them prop up and look double the size. "Come on, I'm 18 in like two hours" she said as she put her hands on her hips.
I let out a breath and walked over to her. I put my hands on her waist and pulled her in for a kiss. It was sweet and slow, I didn't want to lead her on. She let out a small sound of protest as I broke our kiss.
"Not tonight Rosa, now go finish your shower and come to bed
"She furrowed her brows together and pouted her lips. I'm sure she was trying to look angry but to me it was the cutest face I'd ever seen.
"Fine" she spat before turning and slamming the door behind her. I walked to the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of water for her. Then made my way to the bedroom and placed her pyjamas on the bed. I sat down and lay back with my feet still on the floor. I rubbed my eyes trying to relax and make my c**k soften but it was no use. I heard the shower door open and sat up to see Rosa storming over to the bed, still naked. I needed to put some clothes on her before my c**k took over and gave in to her demands. I handed her the bottle of water, she was still angry with me and it made me want to spank her over and over for being so stubborn. She reluctantly took a drink, almost finishing the bottle. She wiped a stray drop from her chin before handing it back to me.
"Here," I said handing her the clothes "put these on"
"No" was all she said as she jumped into bed and tucked herself into the blankets. I shook my head and silently laughed, she will definitely be getting a spanking in the morning. I lay on top of the blankets behind her and wrapped my arms around to cuddle her.
"Goodnight angel"
"Mmmm" she hummed back already drifting off to sleep.
I lay there trying to fall with her, but my overly hard c**k was preventing that, It needed a release. I quietly snuck out of bed as to not wake her and jumped back into the shower. I grabbed my self and started pulling up and down my shaft until I found my release. I dried myself off and went to jump into bed, but first, I needed to put some clothes on. If I wanted any chance at resisting her tonight I needed some sort of protection between us. I tucked myself in behind her and cuddled her into me.
Her soft snores filled my ears as I drifted off into a dreamless sleep.