You know, the idea didn’t just pop into my head in a single day, yet her beauty mesmerised me.
I wanted to be like her at that instant.
I asked a lot of questions about her, but Gerard kept insisting that it was some girl he knew a long time ago. He told me I shouldn’t get bothered about it. I accepted, but my mind still wasn’t at peace.
This attractive girl, whoever she was to Gerard, was pretty.
On a fateful day, I caught Gerard m**********g in his room when I came for a visit.
I didn’t inform him I was coming to see him.
I glimpsed him in the room, staring at the same girl’s picture on his laptop.
I felt awful and immediately wanted to be that girl on the laptop he was jerking off to.
He seemed so into this lady. I became envious of her.
When Gerard was done with the act, I ask
