Sleeping With The Moon Goddess

Not Quite A Mate

Aiden and Damien thought it would be nice to go into the city for today and take a break from training and work and just spend the day together which I was more than happy with. I dried myself off and then picked out a cute pair of jeans and a crème-colored sweater to wear out. I actually styled my hair with a braid and put on some makeup; I figured I should try to look somewhat presentable as we’re going around through town today. I grabbed a pair of heeled brown boots and then headed downstairs for breakfast. The guys were already dressed and had started eating.

“Finally, I was worried Damien would eat everything before you made it down.” Aiden said with a kiss to my forehead, causing Damien to give a sarcastic laugh.

“Well, that wait was definitely worth it” Ian said picking me up off of the ground and giving me a deep kiss. “You look beautiful.”

              I sat down next to Damien and made myself a quick plate as they talked about plans for today. They wanted to take me shopping and even had planned to go see a movie this afternoon. Everything was sounding so fun, so normal even.

“This will be interesting to see you sit through a Rom-Com!” I said, poking fun at Ian.

              Only when I did, his expression changed, and he looked down at his empty plate.

“Sorry baby, I have to go into the office and get some work done today.” He replied without ever looking up from his plate. Finally, he raised his eyes up and looked at me, “but I can’t wait for you to tell me all about it later. I should actually get going.”

              And with that he stood up and left the table. Feeling confused and a little hurt, I look between Damien and Aiden who are also avoiding eye contact with me.

“What was that all about?” I finally ask hoping one of them can explain

“I’m sorry baby girl, but we didn’t think it’s a good idea to have Ian tagging along with us today. It might raise some questions and we’re not sure yet how to go about explaining this situation to anyone.”

“We don’t have to explain anything for him to just be with us. We’re good friends, and he’s your Beta. I don’t get why it would be so bad?” I was trying not to sound to upset, because I really was looking forward to a wonderful day with my mates because everything just felt complete with Ian there.

              Aiden came and sat down next to me and pulled me onto his lap.

“It’s not just that princess,” Aiden said as he nuzzled into my neck “try to think from his perspective, he would be out with us all day, watching Damien and I freely touch you knowing that he can’t do the same. We can introduce you as our mate and Luna, but Ian can’t do that.”

              A wave of sadness crashed over me when I realized that they were right. It would be hard walking through the streets with the three of them and not want to reach out to touch Ian. And as much as my mates are working to accept this new relationship, the pack might not, and I don’t want them to think I am cheating on my mates with their best friend; they might think of me as a horrible Luna.

              I jump up off of Aiden’s lap and run to go catch Ian before he leaves. I found him at his car tossing his gym bag into the back seat ready to leave.

“WAIT!” I called out to stop him before he could get into driver’s seat.

              He stopped, turning to look at me and was surprised when I threw myself at him and into his arms. His arms wrapped around me tight, and his face went into my neck, breathing me in.

“I’m sorry you can’t come today,” I say muffled into his shoulder, “but I understand why.”

His grip on me tightened a little more at my words and his hands caressed my back.

“I wish I could spend every second with you” he whispered softly into my neck.

“How about later tonight you and I have our own movie night?” Surely Aiden and Damien could give us this I thought to myself.

I could feel him smile, “I would love that”.

              Pulling myself away from his neck, he held me with my legs still wrapped around his waist and gave me a sweet kiss before setting me back down on my feet. I watched as he climbed inside his SUV and took off towards the office.

              Making my way back into the dining area, I saw my mates still sitting there talking.

“I’m sorry”. I don’t know why I felt the need to apologize for going after Ian, but they were still my mates, and this was all still so new.

“It’s ok baby girl, you have nothing to apologize for” Damien said caressing my cheek. “We’re trying to understand.”

              I couldn’t stop the tear that rolled my cheek

“Princess, why are you crying?” Aiden asks concerned

“I am just so lucky to have you two.” The concern on both of their faces turns into amusement as they chuckle at my response.

“I’m pretty sure we’re the lucky one's baby girl.”

              I couldn’t help myself as I grabbed Aiden by the front of his shirt and brought his lips crashing down into mine. I kissed him hard, unrelenting; I needed him to know how grateful I was to have him, to have both of them. I could feel myself being lifted up into the air and then after the crashing of plates being thrown off of the table, I was set down on the edge.

              Aiden kissed his way down my neck as his hands focused on undoing the buttons of my jeans. “Damien” I breathed out, I needed him too.

              I then felt Damien’s rough hands grip my sweater from behind and pull it up and over my head. “I’m right here baby girl.” He said before he began placing kisses from the top of my neck all the way down my spine sending chills all throughout my body.

              My jeans barely hit the floor before Aiden was pulling my legs around his waist and pushed himself all the way inside of me in one quick motion. He was desperate too; he pounded into me over and over causing my vision to blur.

              He suddenly wrapped an arm around my back and turned us around so that he was sitting on the table with me straddling his hips. He pulled my hips up and down on his length slowing his movements.

“We want to try something princess, is that ok?”

“Yes” I was amazed I could even form the words to speak

              I then felt Damien behind us; I felt his hand run up and down the length of my spine making me arch back trying to lean more into his touch.

              I could then feel the tip of his hard c**k between my legs, except he positioned himself right up against Aiden.

“We both want to take your sweet little s*x at the same time, just like this.” He whispered as he continued to distract me by running his hands up and down my back and then over my chest, grabbing my breasts as he moved.

              I wasn’t sure how this was going to work but I trusted them enough to try. All I could do was simply nod and try to focus on the warm feeling of their hands roaming my body. Damien’s c**k slowly began to push against Aiden’s, also seeking entrance.

“Remember to breathe princess.”

              I focused on my breathing and the sensations of their hands when suddenly Damien pushed harder, and I could feel the tip of him push past my entrance. I winced in pain slightly as the feeling was overwhelmingly tight, my body trembling. He stilled and they continued to massage my body until I fully relaxed again. Then he pushed himself in a little further, repeating the same process until he was fully inside of me along with Aiden.

              They hadn’t even begun to move yet when I came just at the feeling of having them both inside of me. The feeling of my incredibly stretched s*x spasming around them over and over had them both cursing out. My body felt as if I were floating, losing touch with reality, looking down on myself from above, swimming in a surreal pool of pleasure.

              “You feel so incredible, I can’t wait any longer” they whispered and with that they both started moving in and out, their thrusts were frantic. It wasn’t long before they both groaned out with their own release, overwhelming me with the fullness from their seed; my body shook out as another orgasm ripped through me from head to toe causing me to collapse down on top of Aiden.  

              I wasn’t sure how long we all stayed like that, collapsed on one another, until someone finally spoke. “You know, we could just forget going into town and stay naked all day?”

I had to laugh, “Sounds tempting but I actually would love to go see more of the city! Just give me 15 minutes to go get redressed.”

Ian

              Coming down for breakfast this morning after the shower and seeing Aiden and Damien with that look on their face had me worried, I had pushed too far, and they changed their minds about me and Cam.

“Ian, we need to ask you something” . . . . Oh s**t, here it comes, don’t panic. . . “What do you think about Damien and I taking Camille to the city today?”

              Wait, what? .. . . they aren’t mad?! Okay. I had to shake my head to get my thoughts straightened out.

“What do you mean? I’m sure she would love to go see the city.”

“We thought so to, but it’s just that we didn’t quite know how to explain your presence and then . .”

I cut Aiden off, “I completely understand, you don’t need to explain it to me. As far as anyone knows, she is your mate and our Luna. My constantly hanging out with you three might be suspicious, and I wouldn’t want anyone to ever think ill of her if I ever f****d up and someone saw us. I am just grateful that you both are even allowing me to be a part of her life.”

              I tried to give them my best reassuring smile, but the truth was, the realization they would be able to take her out to dinner, take her out shopping, hold her hand and love on her in public was something that I would never get a chance to do. I would never get to have my mate the way that one is supposed to, but damn if I at least wasn’t grateful that I could still hold her in private and that thought would have to be enough.

              I grabbed my gym bag after making some excuse for why I couldn’t go with them today, she seemed sad at that fact and I don’t know if that brought me comfort or not; but either way, I needed to go workout for a while today.

              When she chased me down and threw herself into my arms, my whole perspective shifted. This was real, and even if we had to keep this a secret our whole lives, it didn’t matter, as long as I could always hold her in my arms, I would do whatever it takes.

“Dude, are you good? What’s wrong with you?” Keegan asked bringing me out of my head

“Nothing. Why?”

“Well, you’ve been starring at the same piece of paper for 10 minutes now. What are you thinking about?”

              My silence only egged him on more.

“Is it about a girl?” my side eyes unintentionally confirmed what he was asking, “Holy s**t it is!”

“Let me guess, thinking back to some young hot thing you picked up at the bar the other night? Was it that good? Or are you getting old enough now that the girls are starting to charge you for their company?!”

              Keegan barely had time to react before the stapler I hurled at his head almost hit him square on.

“What the f**k dude!”

I couldn’t help but growl at him, “She is not just some ‘thing’ I picked up!” the words left my mouth before I realized what I had done; so much for playing it cool.

“Holy s**t, have you found your mate?!” Keegan now asks excited and like I didn’t just try to take his head off.

“I’m going to the training center” I stand up and grab my bag and head out. It’s clear that I won’t be getting much work done here anyways. I tried to calm myself down and just think ahead to the movie night that Cam said we would have tonight.  

              I was so close to making it out of the building when I heard Arlene’s way to happy voice.

“Beta Ian” she said with a quick bow. “Are you going to meet Alpha Aiden and Alpha Damien?”

Of all the questions, seriously? “No, I’m not, they are in the city. What do you need?”

“Well, I just received a message from Alpha Ronan at Silver Creek Pack.”

I hated that bastard of an Alpha, “What did he want?”

“He said he wants to personally visit to review trade negotiations and to personally welcome the new Luna.”

              I’ll be damned if he gets anywhere near Cam, I couldn’t help but growl out at the thought of his wanting to come here. I didn’t realize my actions until Arlene jumped, taken aback by my growl.

“I’m Sorry Arlene, it’s been a day. Was there anything else that he said?”

“Only that he’ll be here tomorrow” and with that she turned and went back to her desk.

              Alpha Ronan was a prick who f****d around on his mate, and then even after her death he never acted like he truly gave a f**k about her. The story says she was attacked and killed by rogues, but most believe she killed herself just to get away from the miserable bastard. Now, having Camille in my life, I can’t ever imagine mistreating your mate that way, the thought made my blood boil.

I had to tell Damien; they wouldn’t be happy, but Silver Creek was the next largest pack, second to ours and who we did most of our dealings with