I can't love him

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Katelyn's pov: After that moment, Austin started a new movie. Pirates of the Caribbean. But I felt so so tired. I laid my head on his chest and pulled the blanket up slowly closing my eyes. I didn't manage to open my eyes anymore Its a girl! Austin kissed my forehead and took my hand. "Kitty I'm so happy.. We have a daughter!" I smiled and kissed him deeply, holding my newborn daughter close to me. I can't believe it. I have a baby with the guy I hated most in this entire world! "Babe?" Austin started shaking me "babeeeeeeeeeeee" I didn't react.. My eyes closed my face white... He stared at me, tears already running over his cheeks.. "Kitty.. Wake up!" I didn't react. A doctor ran it and checked my heart. Before looking at Austin and sighting.. "She is gone there is nothing we can do.." "BABEEEE?!" I snapped out of that horrific scene and was staring in austin's worried eyes. I felt so confused.. So it was all a dream? Wow.. Me and Austin a baby?! Never gonna happen! "W-where am I?!" Austin stoked my cheek "Just with me kitty, you fell asleep" He smiled lightly and kissed my forehead. "You were screaming.. I thought something was wrong" So it was a dream phew it was creepy.. Would it be the future? Nahhh impossible. Austin Grayson and me having a baby? Impossible! I smiled still a bit confused. "Its morning tho kitty we have school remember.. " I jumped up and rubbed my sleepy eyes. "Right!" He chuckled and pulled me close to him. "We have a min tho. Forrr a kiss oh and breakfast I prepared toast and nutella" I smiled and licked my lips when he said "nutella" he chuckled probably thinking I licked my lips at the word "kiss" but noooo! Even tho kissing him again wouldn't bother me.. Wait WHAT?! I HATE KISSING HIM YES HATE IT! I just can't fall for him.. I can't. He pressed me tightly against him and crashed his lips on mine. I wasn't able to resist and kissed back, wrapping my arms around his next. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer. We made out for awhile then let go not letting go of each others eyes tho. We kept staring in each others eyes and smiling. "I.. I l-.. Uh uhhhhh" DAMMIT I ALMOST SAID IT! PLUS I DONT NOOO I DONT! I DONT LOVE AUSTIN GRAYSON! AHHHH!!! I couldn't breath anymore.. I was falling I was FALLING FOR HIM. I can't no I can't. I can't let him break me I have to be strong. My next move was so coward. Austin raised a brow.. "You.. What?" I didn't reply, grabbed my stuff and left without a word.. I can't admit it. But I do have feelings for him. Austin called my name but I didn't react. He seemed broken when I left but I didn't have a choice.. I can't admit it.. And I can't love him.
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