The sun was shining brightly in the sky, marking the beginning of a new day. My eyes opened widely on hearing the chirping of birds, and also, the sound of driving cars.
Of course, I wouldn't be hearing this if I were in my house. So where am I?
'How did I end up on the floor?' I thought of scanning the place with my eyes. Consequently, I noticed my clothes and underwear a few meters away from me. The issue would get complicated if my fellow workers met me in this state!
Wrapping the blanket tightly on myself, I hopped back into my clothes. I didn't know where the blanket came from, nonetheless, I hid it under my table.
At that moment, memories flashed of my night with Alpha Dominic. I enjoyed making love with him, but he's nowhere to be found now.
I mumbled as I rearranged the items in my bag, ""I don't want to believe that he has dumped me. Is that even possible?""
Deep in my heart, I knew I was missing him a lot, but not to the point of getting into a contract with his wicked cousin.
Then, I heard multiple footsteps coming from the entrance. I knew immediately that it was my colleagues, from the orphanage home where alpha Dominic had picked me.
I put on a fake smile as I saw a woman. I greeted her, bowing slightly, "Good morning, Miss Sofia."
"Good morning, Mrs Luna," the woman, having long blonde hair, replied. She grinned, asking, "I believe your shift went well."
Again, I faked a smile, "Yes, kind of."
They have come to spend time with me. Miss Sofia and Lynn pleaded with me for a visit to the Orphanage home. " I don't think I have strength for that."" I replied to them, sounding so weak, while still in the sitting room.
" We understand you, all you need to do now is to have some rest."" Miss Sofia kindly replied to me, thinking along with me about my late mate.
Obviously, it was a short time spent with alpha Dominic, a shirt but an unforgettable experience: assuming he wasn't taken by death, would I have enjoyed the pleasure of being with him, the more? I asked my colleagues about Sofia and Lynn.
Cheer up lady, you will be fine."" "Lynn consoles me. " Fine, didn't I hear you say fine, when I am about to mate with the worst beast on earth, Alpha Dominic; have you counted the pain I would get from him.?"" "I asked Lynn, sounding so frustrated. Lynn, held my hands and encouraged me. " He might be rude and arrogant, but I think he loves you. All you need right now is to let the past go. Why do you move on with your life with Alpha koen?""
Then I remembered Alpha Dominic again.
'I screwed up! I shouldn't have allowed Alpha Dominic to mate with me quickly if I had known he was to leave me so quickly.!'I cried inwardly, gripping my bag tightly as if it was the cause of my misfortune. I thought, a hint of tears falling from my eyes.'
In no time, my friends spent more than expected being with me at that hour, discussing as they tried to put a smile on my face. I was able to control myself, not to discuss my experience with Koen at his house. After their visit, I saw them off, and returned to my room, a place where I had placed an Alpha Dominic picture on the bed, using that to feel his presence. I was seriously heartbroken as I began to trek. I really knew I had totally screwed up!
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After that day, I continued, deliberating more on how I would mate with Koen. I also remember the promise I made to my late alpha Dominic. " Yes, I promised not to have s*x with anyone, even death, and I will keep to my promise." This was what I vowed not to break, the same was what an alpha koen could demand, an intimacy with me.
'Life is all about changes.' but I won't change or deviate from what you have promised you, my sweet and darling alpha Dominic."" I spoke as if he was with me.
I was a virgin until I had countless s*x with you. I knew that one day, I wouldn't be a virgin anymore. Alpha Dominic was the only factor bringing about this change for me. Nothing other than that!
During the weekend, two days approaching to be pronounced alpha Koen mate, I decided to eat some food, since it had been about a week since I hadn't eaten anything, rather keep crying and questioning death for taking my alpha from me.
I thought I would eat a lot of the fried rice and chicken served to me, but I quickly lost my appetite after eating two spooned portions of it. Mrs Rebecca was at the doorstep waiting for me, with her hands crossed on her chest.
Trintrin...
Suddenly, I hiccuped. At first, I didn't take it seriously. But hiccuping three times, I stopped what I was doing and tried to get some water.
Just at that moment, I felt a great urge to throw up. I ran fast to the toilet and threw up into the closet.
After rinsing my mouth, I said, ""I wasn't sick before, so why's this happening ptt.... I spit on the washing hand basin in the bathroom. And I concluded, "I will figure that out later."
'Wo, I smell a nice aroma in this area!'
" Mrs Rebecca! Am here!'
A big smile curled on my lips as I heard Mrs Rebecca's voice. That was when I realized that she had been watching me.
"Good day mother." I greeted her, with a smile on my face.
How has been your day? "You are running a high temperature, Luna, why not see the doctor." She suggested it immediately.
" I will be a fine mother, it is just malaria."" I replied to her.
That day, I had a nice time with Mrs Rebecca also. It has been a long time since I had such a smiling time with her. Consequently, my worries came back after she left.
I had thought I wouldn't be disturbed anymore by the past. But no, it escalated even more.
The next morning, I visited the hospital to check if there wasn't anything wrong with me. I personally knew that the biggest thing that could be the cause was that I had malaria.
I was called to the doctor's office after going through some tests.
"It's malaria, isn't it? I should -"
The doctor cut in, ""Mrs Luna, this is way more serious than that. You don't have any illnesses.""
I was short of words. I stuttered, chuckling, "What can be more serious than being ill?"
"This is your result," the man said, handing me a form.
My eyes widened in shock and I was agape. What is written in this result? In a second, I assumed the doctor made a mistake. The result doesn't belong to me. Not even by a minute's chance....
'I am pregnant?' I thought, my hands shaking. I asked the doctor, ""the result shows I am two weeks pregnant? Is this mine or someone else's result?""
I pant hard, I imagine the smile that will fill Mrs Rebecca's face if I relate the good news to her.?"
Tears rolled down my eyes. I could feel my heartache.
""There's no jurisdiction regarding the fact that the result is yours. You are pregnant, Mrs Rebecca." The doctor added.
With the results in my hands, I started calculating the days I had s*x with alpha Dominic before his death. I got to figure out the exact day that planted the seed in me. It was the very night I had s*x with him. It was the night I was declared his mate by the members of the pack. The night he broke my virginity.
" How I wish you were alive to witness today, to grow the seed with me, the baby you have put in my womb," I asked within myself, speaking about alpha Dominic.
" Are you alright, Mrs Luna.?"" The doctor asked me, seeing tears dripping down my cheek. " I know how you feel, losing the one you love. You should understand that he has gone and has gone forever. He can't return anymore. And on the other hand, you should be happy carrying his seed."" Doctor Richardson, our family doctor, replied to me. He consoled me the most. " Don't forget to visit whenever you need my attention."" He told me. As I was about to leave,
I held my breath for a while and breathed out with my head down facing the table, imagining more about what death had done to me. I couldn't keep being lost in thought before doctor Richardson, who needed to attend to his other patients. I stood on the chair, got the door open, and left Doctor Richardson's office. While I was approaching the receptionist, I met with a handsome, tall-looking man, whose eyes and appearance could easily get a lady's mind towards him. I saw how he was honored by everyone. Unknown to me, he was Sherman, the incoming silver moon alpha. Who has come to pay Doctor Richardson a visit? As a friend, he is a doctor.
" What a beautiful lady is this?"" Sherman asked himself, trying to put a smile on my face as we made eye contact. He tried controlling his emotions. And I, on the other hand, couldn't give attention to whatever meaning his sexy look at me could me. Since that was the least I should be thinking at that moment.
Sherman, walking majestically, held his phone up, unknown to me, he had captured me on his phone camera.
" She must be a member of this pack,"" Sherman said to his bodyguard who was at his right hand, as they walked towards the receptionist.
I left the car where my driver had parked my car, waiting to drive me home. While Sherman had gone to meet with his friend Doctor Richardson, Sherman, meeting with Doctor Richardson, didn't care to ask about me at the moment. What he wanted was to find me himself. Perhaps he asked Doctor Richardson about me later with my picture in his phone gallery.