When i woke up from my long nights sleep still in the hospital. i looked at him with resentful eyes but soon that expression softened at the sight of him sleeping so sound fully. I smiled at him and leaned forward and screamed at the blinding pain in my stomach. My hand hands were wet with blood and I immediately knew something was wrong. I look at my blood soaked hands and screamed once more. Immediately Zach Lurched forward and scooped me up in his arms and stormed out of the room. somethings wrong even if the stitches did rip, it shouldn't be bleeding this much. I look at my gray and blue gown covered with blood from where my bra used to be traveling between my legs and slowly dripping out onto the floor and all over Zach. I look at him, eyes pleading. Pleading not for help but to let nature take its course. To let me die. he looked from me to my stomach and saw my grip loosening on my stomach letting blood spur between my fingers. Then and there we both knew that's what i wanted-to be able to die in my favorite persons arms-but the his look of resentment at the thought of letting me die let me know that he was not going to grant me that wish. Instead he started hollering as i lay there bleeding out in his arms. I closed my eyes no longer able to feel the once writhing pain in my stomach. I felt him reluctantly hand me over to someone. refusing to open my eyes i squirmed reaching toward where i assumed he was standing. When the doctor or who ever was holding my tried to restrain me and hold me from going to him I became furious. I punched him in the throat with my bloody fist as he dropped me grasping at his throat. Suddenly all the pain came rushing back and i screamed out in agony. Zach turned around and ran toward me so quickly that if i hadn't see it i would have thought he never left my side. He swooped me up in his arms in one swift movement and mumbled I'm gonna kill that guy and growled under his breath. At least i think it was a growl....If it was, that's strange for him to have growled. *sigh* Maybe i'm finally loosing it. I caught a glimpse of his sad and defeated face the saddened my to my core right before I passed out again. i woke up strapped to a gurney with my shirt cut just watching and watching. In awe about the fact that i couldn't feel a single thing due to the high dose of numbing meds that they dosed me with. I couldn't deny the strange hysteria that i felt just then. *sighs* I fell asleep as they were fishing around in my insides. "wheres.....Zach?" i said when i woke "right here babe" he smiled at me.