I sit on the edge of the bed with my half-packed bag beside me and I open my email. Rhys has forwarded something. A screenshot. From Vivienne's phone. I do not know how he got it and right now I do not care because what I am looking at stops every thought in my head completely dead. It is a conversation. Between Vivienne and Derek. From two and a half years ago. Two and a half years ago, and two months before Derek proposed to me. I read it once fast and then again slowly because the first time my brain refused to fully process it. Vivienne: Are you actually going to marry her? Derek: It makes sense. She is stable. Good on paper. My parents love her. Vivienne: And us? Derek: Nothing changes between us. You know that. You are getting married too, it is the

