I stare at the screenshot. Then I enlarge it with two fingers because I need to be absolutely certain I am reading what I think I am reading and my eyes are not doing something creative out of stress and sleep deprivation. I am reading it correctly. The name at the top of Derek's conversation is Tasha. My Tasha. Tasha Mercer, my best friend of twelve years, who I called when I left, who made me food and did not push, who I asked to be my reality check, who I have been feeding information to every single day since this started. I cannot breathe properly. The screenshot shows three messages. Sent last night after ten pm. Derek: I need to know where her head is. Is she actually serious about the divorce or is there still a way through? Tasha: She is serious. But s

