Stuck with him

Drowning

I walked out of the closet too. Jason was smoking outside in the balcony. I was thinking about the kisses. Why didn’t I pushed him away. I can’t control myself around Jason. I can’t let anything happen between us. We kissed and nothing more. I won’t let myself fall for him. I hate him, so there’s no way I will ever like him. 

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Jason came back inside. 

“Jason, I want my own room” I said. I know I'm going to have another discussion with him again, but I need to get my own room. 

“Not happening” Jason said back. 

“I wasn’t asking” I said.

“You don’t give me orders” Jason said back

“I WANT MY OWN ROOM, PERIOD” I yelled. 

“What did I tell you about yelling” Jason said annoyed.

“Just give me one of your 100 rooms so there is no point for me to yell at you” I said. 

“I’m really not in the mood for another argument Elena.” Jason said. 

“Neither am I. Give me a room, so we don’t have to argue.” I said. 

“You aren’t getting one” Jason said. 

“I just want my own room, why is that such a big issue” I said annoyed. 

“BECAUSE I WONT BE ABLE TO PROTECT YOU IN ANOTHER ROOM” Jason said angry. 

“For what? I don’t need protection.” I said. 

“You are not getting a room for yourself. This is mine house and I decide where you sleep” Jason said, giving me a warning look. 

“Can you at least unlock the f*****g door so I can explore this castle” I asked. Jason sighed and walked to the door. He unlocked it. I  immediately walked out of the room. I was sick of him. I had to get away from him and his f*****g room

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I wanted to go outside. He must has a dream garden. I went downstairs. I kept walking trough the halls. His house is some kind of maze. I ended up in a large living room with fireplace and direct access to the covered terrace and a large swimming pool. Open plan living room with fitted kitchen with island and adjacent utility room with walk-in cooling space. I was in love with the living room. I walked outside. I looked at the beautiful swimming pool. It was hot outside. It was so hot, I have to get in the swimming pool.

 I undressed myself, I only wore my Victoria secret bra and underwear. It kinda looks like a bikini tho.

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I got in the water slowly, not wanting to make my face or hair wet, cause I still had make up on. I closed my eyes. The pool had also an amazing view of the city, but Jason’s room had the view of the other side. The water was cold, but I loved it. I was cooling off. I have to much stress. I was thinking about Claire and my mom. It was to much for me. I started swimming underwater. I just felt like a free fish swimming in a cage, cause when I started swimming I got free from the stress, but I’m still locked up in this house. I kept swimming in the water like a mermaid. It felt so good. 

Suddenly I heard a gunshot and I saw Samuel swimming next to me. He smiled at me but than I saw his chest started to bleed. He looked like a ghost. He started yelling at me. “YOU KILLED ME, YOU ARE A KILLER”. I heard him yelling at me. He kept yelling it. “YOU SHOT ME, IM DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU” he yelled at me. I was getting crazy. I forgot to hold on my  breathe. I started to drown underwater. I didn’t struggle, I just closed my eyes. 

I’m drowning, I’m slipping away, deeper and deeper. Waiting for your hand to save me........ Save me Jason