Stuck with him

Talk to me

~Elena’s POV~ 

I woke up in Jason’s chest and remembered what happened last night. Ohh god why did I let him help me. I got out of the bed and walked to the closet. I grabbed my bathrobe from my suitcase. I walked out of the room without making any noise. I didn’t want to wake Jason, cause then he will ask me questions about last night of what happened. 

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I walked downstairs to the kitchen. 

“Goodmorning carina” I heard someone saying. It was Jason’s aunt. “Goodmorning miss...” I said. I didn’t knew her name. 

“Call me Camilla” she said.

“Goodmorning Camilla” I said and gave her a smile. She was making sandwiches, they were full with chicken and vegetables. It looks delicious.

“Is it not too early for such a sandwich?” I asked her. 

“No carina, it’s normal to eat a sandwich in the morning here in Italy” she said and laughed. 

“Well if that’s normal here, I want to taste a sandwich if you don’t mind” I said. 

“Certo (of course) carina, would you like the chicken one or the salmon one” she asked. 

“Chicken is fine” I said. She gave me the sandwich. I took a bite. 

“Hmm, it’s delicious” I said. She gave me a smile. 

“So tell me what happened yesterday. I heard you drowned in the water and had a panic attack in the shower” she said. 

“How did you know that?” I asked her. 

“Jason told me. After he put you in bed he walked downstairs to get some water. He was in shock after what you said to him” she said. 

“What did I say?” I asked her. I do remember Jason helping me but I don’t remember me saying something to him. 

“You said that you are a killer. It scared him. He feels guilty. He told me everything about the hijacking. I’m really mad at him for letting you shoot Samuel . He’s mad at himself too. I told you he cares about you” she said.

 It shocked me. Did I really said that to him. Why do I not remember it. Camilla walked over me to me and hugged me. 

“When I was your age, my father died. Someone shot him in the head and I saw it all happening. After that moment, I couldn’t sleep for months. One year later, I met this amazing guy, Jason’s uncle. I told him everything what happened. Every night he slept with me, hugging me. He helped me from those panic attacks. What I’m trying to say is that you need to talk about it, it will help you. I believe that words are strong, that they can overwhelm what we fear when fear seems more awful than life.” She said. She stopped hugging me. I was speechless, I didn’t know what to say. 

“Now eat your sandwich. I have to get some groceries.” She said and left the kitchen. I finished my sandwich and I walked back to the bedroom. Jason was still in bed, but he was awake. He was on his phone. He looked at me. 

“Goodmorning Bella (beauty)” he said. He’s so good at flirting. 

“Goodmorning” I said back and walked to the bathroom. I wanted to shower but Jason also entered in the bathroom. 

“What the f**k are you doing here?” I asked him. 

“I want to talk” he said serious. 

“Alright talk, I’m listening” I said back. I knew where this is going to. He wants to know if I’m okey and all that s**t. 

“No you talk. What the hell is happening to you” he said. I can’t talk with him about this. He’s the reason I’m having these panic attacks. 

“I don’t want to talk about it” I said back to him. 

“Talk to me Elena” Jason said. Every time he says my name it makes me shy. “Tell me what is happening to you, tell me how I can help you” Jason said. 

“Leave me alone, that’s how you can help me” I said. 

“How is that helping you?” Jason asked. 

“DON’T YOU GET IT, YOU ARE THE REASON I’M HAVING THOSE PANIC ATTACKS. YOU FORCED ME TO KILL SAMUEL. YOU ARE A SELFISH, ARROGANT HEARTLESS GUIDO. HE IS DEAD BECAUSE I KILLED HIM. I HATE YOU FOR LETTING ME SHOOT HIM. I’M NOT LIKE YOU. I’M NOT A KILLER. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. STAY AWAY FROM ME AND DON’T TALK TO ME. GOT IT?” I yelled. I was so mad at him. 

“Be ready in ten minutes. I’m waiting downstairs. If you don’t show up in ten minutes I will drag you downstairs.” Jason said angry and walked out of the bathroom. He went to the closet. I f*****g hate him. That’s his f*****g reaction, seriously. I just told him to stay the f**k away from me and he gets angry at ME. This s**t is unfair. He was serious about dragging me downstairs, so I guess I’ve to get ready.

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 I showered for like 2 minutes. I run to my suitcase and grabbed a white summer dress. Jason wasn’t in the closet anymore. I guess he’s ready and waiting for me downstairs. After I dressed up I walked back to the bathroom. I only put mascara and lipgloss on. I brushed my hair quick. I put on my black Gucci sunglasses and walked downstairs. 

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I saw Jason waiting for me. He was wearing an Adidas pants with an Adidas shirt. he looks really sexy. I walked up to him. He saw me walking up to him. I stood in front of him. His eyes were checking me out. He smelled so good. He didn’t say anything. Why is he so mad at me? I didn’t do anything wrong. He put his sunglasses on and walked outside. There was a car waiting for us. It wasn’t the same car from last time. It’s a red lamborghini. Jason stepped in the car. He didn’t even open the door for me. I guess he’s not really a gentleman. I stepped in the car too. I closed the door of the car and Jason already started driving fast. I didn’t even put on my seatbelt.

 “Can you slow the f**k down” I said angry. Jason didn’t answered. Maybe I was a little too harsh against him. I did said he’s a selfish, arrogant, heartless guido. That’s actually pretty mean, I didn’t realise it till now. I thought he could handle those words, but apparently not. 

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We stopped at a hospital. I think the hospital is for rich people. It looks like a hotel. Jason didn't look at me once during the ride. We drove into an inside parking lot. Jason stepped out of the car and so did I. We both took off our sunglasses, since we’re inside. We entered an elevator. Thanks to God, we only had to go up one floor, because it was really awkward in the elevator. We didn’t say a word to each other. Jason walked out of the elevator. I followed him. He entered a room. I entered too. I saw someone lie on the hospital bed. I stopped breathing for a moment, tears fell from my eyes. My heart started to beat in speed.

I saw Samuel lie on the bed.