He dislodged himself from the sleeve and fell over on his back. [What am I doing?]
“I’m sorry for burdening you with my problems.” Beck said.
“I’m here for you.” was the only thing that sounded right to respond with. She crawled to her knees then stood up and made her way to the shower room. He was enjoying his s****l interactions with her way too much. He couldn’t stop smiling. He wanted to talk to her and find out what her ambitions were, why she was having such thoughts.
Then his uncle's voice filled his head. She belonged to him, even if they weren’t together once his uncle had staked his claim there was nothing else to be said. He sat up then remembered he also had made lifelong plans with Reeza. They had not been dating seriously for more than four months now and he had already cheated on her, with a man no less.
There was no way she would find out. Beck didn’t even know his real name, nor did she seem interested in knowing it. He zipped himself up and made his way to the dressing room.
“It doesn’t count because it’s for work,'' he whispered to himself.
He opened his locker and took his phone out. He had a text message from Luke. “Let’s go look for that gift this weekend. Feel free to bring your lady friend. A female opinion couldn’t hurt.” Grayson smiled then sighed. If she was cheating on Luke, he was pretty sure she was as good as dead. Luke did not take handing out his love lightly. He was sure Suzy knew this but she was testing him. She probably took his love for her for weakness.
Luke was just like his father. When he loved something he nurtured that love to death, no matter the cost.
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After sitting in the shadows of her room for a couple of days, she received a text from Levi asking her when she was going back into the southern district office. She sighed deeply, she didn’t feel like being in the light of day. She belonged in the darkness of the gutters. She received another text from Grayson, wondering why she wasn’t answering his phone calls.
She texted back, “Come hug me.”
“Send me the address.” It didn’t matter what he was doing, she knew he would come. She sent their address and floor number. She had been putting off contacting him. She didn’t want him to see her in such a state. She was traumatized. No matter how great the s*x was that night, she couldn’t shake the fear and anxiety that led up to it.
Within thirty minutes, Grayson was hopping off of the elevator. He looked like he was in the middle of napping. He had on a wrinkled t-shirt and some tattered jogging pants. She was glad he was the type not to worry about his looks when her well being had come into question.
“You wear glasses.” She said while trying not to cry. His glasses made him look more handsome than before.
“Yes. uhmmm. You look terrible.” His look of concern made her break down. She threw herself into his arms and cried. All she could tell him was that she did something stupid that almost cost her life.
He carried her until he saw the living room. Before he could place on the couch she yelled out, “No! Not there!” Then she pointed to her bedroom. When they got to her room, she explained that her parents had had s*x on the sofa many times. So she avoided sitting there.
She snuggled her face into the side of his neck and took in his smell. As Grayson parted his lips to possibly debate their current decision, she spoke instead. “I know this isn’t a good idea. I won’t keep you long. I just needed my Prince Charming to work a little of his magic” She smiled then kissed his parted lips.
“I will alway be here when you need me.”He said then pressed his cheek into hers while rubbing her earlobe. This was the stability that she wanted in life but maybe she was too young or stupid to appreciate it.
“Since I’m here, this weekend Luke wanted to go gift shopping. Do you mind coming along to assist? If not, it's fine we can go after our date.”
“Luke?..for his wife, right? That’s fine. I don’t mind helping or tagging along.” She said hesitantly. She didn’t want to give off the impression that she knew Luke or that he was the root of her trauma.
The two sat in each other’s embrace for another fifteen minutes. Not letting the silence or the thought of getting caught sway them. In fact she was thrilled she was able to see him looking ‘homely’. She moved herself off of his lap then stood between his legs. She thought she would be able to just let him leave but she just wanted a taste.
She pressed her chest against his face as he was already engulfed by the flames of desire. His lips were so soft, his tongue gently maneuvered the curves of her breasts as she crawled onto his lap.
She could feel his hard on through his jogging pants. It turned her on to be wanted and loved by him. She held his face in her hand and kissed his ear lobe, “I love you, Grayson.” Goosebumps raised on his skin, she could feel his body shiver under her. He worked to get his length out of his pants, then responded “I love you more, Reeza.”
She pushed her fingers through his hair and kissed the tip of his nose. She closed her eyes as his bulging thickness entered her. Her breath whistled between her lips as all of him penetrated, “So deep,Grayson.” She could feel his eyes watching her face. She opened her eyes and beautiful green sultry eyes stared into her soul.
He held bottom and her thighs working her body slowly up and down on his length. She clasped her fingers behind his neck and bounced in sync with his motions. “f**k Reeza, I’s cumming.” He growled. “Me too! Me too.” As their tempo increased, Reeza screamed his name repeatedly and louder. She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck as he filled her womb with his c*m. He pressed his face into her neck while the intensity of their play de-escalated.
“Damn it, Reeza. Your dad is going to kill me. We can’t do stuff like this, especially in your house.” Grayson complained. He enjoyed every moment with her but there were rules he agreed to follow until she finished her internship.
She responded, “I know. I’m sorry.” then leaned in and whispered to his lips, “That felt really good though, didn’t it?”
“f**k, yes.”
His response made her want to continue teasing him. She laid small kisses over his lips and face then crawled out of his lap. He looked over at the clock and slightly panicked. “I need to go back to studying.”
“Of course. Thanks for rushing over. I thoroughly enjoyed that hug.”
“Why you little seductress.” He muttered and then pulled her into his arms. They kissed for a minute longer then forcefully pried themselves apart. They giggled at not being able to keep their hands off of each other. Grayson quickly made his way to the elevator. He could not lose her, especially over a moment together.
Those words played in his head when he got into his car. He did not want to lose his princess but he also didn’t want to give up his prince.