He insisted me to join them. I was given two mugs of beer, which made me a little bit tipsy. Marjz was texting. She asked what time I would meet her. After we have done drinking, I meet Marks in front of their house. I was so brave to do it though I knew it was risky since her husband was there. After five minutes of talk, we parted. She didn't even let me kiss her hand. However, it gladdens me. At least, I have seen her. She's still gorgeous. She still looks like a lady. She was sending me messages after a while. I didn't have load that's why I could not reply her. But she understands that I was disappointed by her. My first 'waking-up' has been hard. I was not at ease in doing something. We're too many here. I did not know what to do. I tried to sleep again but it was so noisy .. Pa

