Ali "Breathe Ali." I tell myself as I drive home. My hands are shaking which is understandable. I think this year has been way too eventful. I start going over everything I've seen and overcome this year. My mind wanders as I drive on autopilot until I realize I've already parked in my usual spot. I lean back for a second in the quiet. I've learned to appreciate the boring moments in silence so much over the last eight months. So lost in that quiet, I jump startled when my phone goes off. "Hey sis. What's up?" I ask casually as my heart is trying to leave my ribcage. "Umm I think so. I know I can. Have no idea if Ryker can make that. I'll let you know but me for sure." I smile as she rambles on happily. She has discovered a true love of cooking in the last four months. Almost like ex

