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morning

i tossed and turned all night thinking about all the pain i caused my aria, i get up and get in the shower, hot water cascading down my body once i hop out and get dressed i go down to my office.

goddess i massively f****d up, i didnt mean for any s**t happen, she is my world, i cant lose her, i feel a teardrop roll down my cheek with my face in my hands.

so much paperwork and i cant think straight. i agree with my wolf im such a big i***t, she needed me and i f****d up.

'spencer, need you in here man'

'on my way dame'

'be quick need advice asap man'

i ended the mindlink and threw my glass at the wall, i am so pissed at myself.

"dame, buddy you okay man"

"no spencer i f****d up, she is....and i....."

"she will come around" i dont believe she will.

"no, she is pregnant,