Chapter 9 Patrick Banks ~•~ I woke up with a throbbing headache. I had too much to drink the previous night. I couldn’t even remember half of what happened after I met Jessica at the hotel. But I knew that it wasn’t something good. I thought I would feel some sense of relief or something after being intimate with her sister. But the only thing I felt was guilt. I couldn’t even blame Jessica. She didn’t force me to do anything with her, I was just blinded by rage, so I gave into her tempting offer. Why did I let myself do something like that? As I tried to blame myself, I had a tiny voice at the back of my mind, reminding me of what Valerie had done. If she could comfortably betray me without thinking of my feelings, why did I have to care about how she would feel? I tried t

