We are now a week further and my guilt grows each moment.
Johann!
During the day I’m often lost in thought, at night I can hardly sleep. I’ve still not asked Leilah for help yet, this girl works so hard that in the evening she just falls on the bed exhausted, already asleep before her head reaches the pillow. She is so focused on progress, there is clearly still a lot to do, and she wants to get to a stage where we can leave undisturbed as soon as possible. So, I'm alone with my nagging guilt.
I don't see much of Marcus either. When I met Elder Antonius on the training field once, he told me that Marcus is busy with the contractors to make sure everything goes according to plan. His presence on the job prevents costly delays, and he also checks that the contractors use the right
