~ Once a decision is made, there's no turning back. It sharpens your future, dictates the course of your future. It's irreversible. ~ **PRINCE ALEX** Once those words flew out of my lips. Time paused just for me. I wanted to take them back. This was my life. My life. I just tied it to someone else, for good. No return. No refunds. Till death do I and some stranger part ways. I'd have to put up with another woman. Smile at the alter then act like this doesn't bother me at all. I'd have to spend a night with her, that might be the only tolerable aspect of this entire ideal, granted she isn't the opposing time. We are wed by law, it will be her duty, plus everyone would expect an heir as soon as possible. Regardless, s*x with a woman isn't something I'd marry for. I'm beginning to have se

