So, I am not going to publish any new chapters till like the 2nd of October. Sort of joined this TGIF thing. Not clearly sure what that is. But, anyways I have commited 7 chpaters then. So, I post daily and still give them 7 chapters you know... Anyways, remember I wanted to do Next on... so heres the first of the lot. Later on f*******n Desires... I could tell she missed him. She really loved him a lot. Their years together had only made them stronger. And even though I know she loved me too as a matter of fact she still does I cant compete with him. I cant compete with his ghost that constantly lives in her life, in this house. Each time I look at Ryan I see his face reflected in its innocence. Each time I look at Aiyanas belly i know another is on it's way. I wonder if this is ho

