Alpha: Destiny or Desire

Next Encounter

Thinking about Philip is all that Jane does, all she has been doing since when she met him, the more she tries to bury herself in studies to forget about Philip, the more she thinks about him. She ended up looking forward to the next time she will see Philip. Jane was deep in her own thoughts, she did not notice when her roommate entered the room. "What's wrong with you Jane" Bella asked, "for the past two days, you've been acting weird" "Jane! You better tell me what's been bothering you" Bella said, looking at Jane in her usual detective look. "Am in love" Jane finally releasing the pressure that's been on her mind, she felt light, like a heavy load has been lifted off her head and all of a sudden she could feel herself feeling the sweetness of love as it conquers her heart. The room was overcome by silence, the room so silent, one can hear the whisperings of students in the dorm, Jane was focused as she awaits Bella's response, her heart pounding fast, but still Bella kept quiet as she tries to understand the full extent of what her friend just told her, she knew Jane to be a person that is skeptical about relationships, especially in school,she always saw her as a very serious and focused person, that is all about her studies. "Who is the person that stole Jane's heart?" is the question that was on Bella's mind. "Jane am very happy for you, tell me about him" Bella said as she manages to gather her thoughts, to at least try to comprehend what her friend just told her. "He doesn't know am in love with him" said Jane with a disappointing look on her face, Bella looking more disappointed, "You will be surprised" she Said, "we met in my first class where he sat beside me and we talked throughout the class" Jane whispered while trying to hide how she couldn't focus on anything in the class other than him. "his name is Philip and we are in the same class, though he looks older" she added. "Have you told him" Bella asked "or are you thinking about a boy that doesn't know how you feel?", Jane now thinking about how she is going to confront Philip and tell him how she feels. Jane, now feeling the presence of her wolf Percy, Jane left the room to go out for a walk, and distract herself from Percy. Jane now already head over heels about Philip is not sure whether she is ready for her next encounter with Philip, to tell him how she feels about him, to try something she has never in her simple life tried before, to bravely pour her heart out in the open to a young man she had never seen before, to put aside everything she believes in, all for the sake of love. She knew it was nearly impossible for her to carry out this mission, she knew at the end she is not capable of telling Philip the truth, the next day was usual for Jane, except it had one significant difference from the other days, it was the last day before she could see Philip, Jane woke up with goosebumps all over her body, she was covered in excitement, and all she had to do was survive today and tomorrow she will meet Philip. From the morning Jane realized it will be a long day, she started thinking of ways to keep her company and that was when she brought out her diary and started writing. "Love at first sight" she wrote as she narrate the story of how she met Philip, writing has always been her favorite pastime and today is no different, she wrote with passion and tried to describe her emotions in her diary, Jane was so focused in her writing, she lost track of time and it was evening all of a sudden. As the night came, Jane lied on her bed, thinking about Philip and she slept off. After a good nights sleep, Jane wakes up now feeling nervous but nevertheless she prepared herself for a battle she was about to head on as she wakes up, the cold had her feeling sick, but nonetheless she prepared herself for school but decided to have a sit and think through what she was about to do, sitting in her room, Weighing in her options, trying to decide on one of the most important moment of her life, she called her mother trying to get her advice on her situation, Jane talked extensively with her mother Naomi, talking about everything going on in Jane's life, but most importantly,they talked about Philip. Jane told Naomi about Philip, Naomi advised her to be absolutely sure about how she feels about him, and if she is sure, she should go for it. Jane had a wonderful time listening to her mother, she has always respected her relationship with her mother, her advice has always made her go through the rollercoaster of life, she felt a feeling of utmost confidence rush through her body as she heads to class, walking steadily through the hall of her dorm, Jane's mind is now easing as she tries to do something with uncertainty, she fears rejection from Philip, all these in her mind as she walks to her class, she opens the door, while trying to keep her head down to avoid confrontation with Philip. Lo and behold Philip was right in front, waiting eagerly for her to acknowledge his presence, smiling pleasantly hard all while thinking of how he will make this beautiful creature to feel the same way he is feeling. "Good morning" Philip said after an unfruitful attempt to make Jane notice him "how was your weekend" he added after feeling some hesitation from Jane. "Weekend was fine actually" Jane finally replied, "are you waiting for me" Jane said, looking at Philip with a cute smile exposing her face beauty, and with that she grabbed a chair and sat down. "No, not at all" peter murmured, Philip knew that moment is the perfect moment to tell Jane how he feels, at least try, though he knew it will be hard with Ari close as he can be, influencing his every decision, giving him the necessary moral support he needs. "Jane can I talk to you about something" Philip said, with his now seductive voice, "yeah sure, why not" Jane quickly said. "Sighs! I have feelings for you Jane." Philip said in the most romantic way he knew and now looking at Jane, trying to embrace the answer he is about to get. Philip was not ready as he was about to receive the most unexpected thing he had ever heard, "I do too, Philip" and immediately, he could feel a rush in his body, his wolf trying so hard to express how he felt, on Philip's face. There was an instant connection with Ari and Percy, Philip thank the moon goddess for the blessing of finding his loved one, and with that Jane became Philip's mate and lover, they spent the whole talking about themselves as they try to share as much as possible in a day, but Philip decided to not tell Jane about his family and the problem their relationship will create, at least not yet. Together they began the journey of life, full of obstacles and challenges, with the worst of times still ahead.