Right now, if Lance Howling also let himself be emotional, there wouldn't be anyone rational enough to support the rest. He was well aware of his place in this situation. Lance had never been so challenging and robust. Lance Howling turned his gaze towards the people around him, who were increasingly crowded. Lance Howling found it strange that Katherine Manson's family hadn't shown up. He was too shy to ask. Somewhere in him, he wanted them to stop visiting Freddy Howling. Lance Howling couldn't fathom how strange a thought he was holding himself. He didn't have the strength to fight everyone anymore. The pain kept tearing at his heart now and then. Lance Howling saw Katherine Manson slumped by the window, still holding a bouquet of lilacs in her hand. It's just that the flower bouquet

