Beatrice
He’s so close to me, and I can feel the parts of me that remember what it was like to be his. I remember the way I used to feel, how my heart would flutter at every touch. I remembered what it was like to be in love with him, and for him to love me back. That part of me wanted to close the gap. I want to wrap my arms around him and never let him go.
There’s another part of me though. The one that remembers the nights of crying alone, the nights that made me feel worthless, and how I wanted it all to end so badly.
I remember that right now I’m dress shopping for a date with Ethan. Not Myles. Not again. That part of me wins. I put my hand on his chest, and push him back, while taking a step back. “What’re you doing?” I say upset.
He stares at me, shocked. He’s just looking at
