Beatrice Myles said he wanted to take me out on a date. He said he wanted to do something official with me, and show me around. He promised when the weather was warmer that he’d take me to the beach. He was already planning all these dates with me, it seemed nice to have him talking about the future like that. The idea of having a future with him now was something I didn’t want to dwell on too much, because I didn’t want to get my hopes up too high. I did trust him, and love him like I used to , but I think there’ll always be a small part that’s just a little too scared. Myles said he was going to take me to an Italian place that he said was amazing. I hadn’t really brought any date night outfits along, and Meg and I weren’t really the same size, so I felt pretty lame going on a date in

