The powerful wear wolf

Chapter 6 jay feelings/ her leaving

Chapter 6 

As years went on she use to mind link us a lot,  turns out she can do it no mater how far ,that was good as it meant that  if she was ever in danger she could tell us , things went well as I felt a relief knowing she as okay now she went out more and more and she could be her self and live her life like a normal girl, like it  should be she became friends with girls one was called Emily,  she was her best friend she came for tea a lot and slept over sometimes. as long as she was carful we was fine with that,  as she got some powers now and needs to keep them under control. Riley and Amelia are yet to teach her how to do that , they came by from time to time to train her and to spend time with her it was a very difficult time for them . 

Time went on jay now 18 

Jay POV   

As I got older I started to like imagine,  she beautiful I want to tell her but she thinks we are related.  she gets her mate when she 18 her self , what ever that is I don’t like it . 

I love her and her wolf there the best thing that’s happened to me , I watched her grow up from be just a baby/pup,  wow how didn’t I know sooner I don’t know how they did, but they did  well keeping it from me . 

I was mad at first but as I started to understand it was for her own safety,  I got over it I wouldn’t of told any one , ok I would have told my best mate but I no not to now , so they was right not to tell me till I was 10.  even then it was hard not to , but they had no choice in the mater as she was bound to change sooner or later, so it was better then as I would been scared but I am not . her wolf  Is beautiful , I hang out with her a lot just to spend time with them , she even shows her wolf to me a lot in human form , how to tell the difference her eyes change and her voice is slightly different,  I am glad I get to see her as she is , we not ment to but as we brought her up, so  we did I am glad that had happened as I got to know the real her the full her it would be strange if I didn’t no about her like this and I wouldn’t have it any other way. 

She now wants to move out and get her own place now that she older and can talk to any of us by mind link , my parents where  against it at first as  there worried for her safety , they said when she 18 she can make her own decision and if she still wants to leave then she can but un till then they keep her safe, I feel sorry for her as she can’t live a life how it should be when your 18 your classed as a young adult, I could of left and got my own place but I wanted to be close to her so I decided to stay home with my mum and dad till she leaves then I move out I give it a few mounts as I don’t want to do it to soon after she left as they find it hard, but they know that one day I have to go I might get a place not to far away so then I can visit them as much as I want and still stay in contact with them they be happy with that. 

Imagin 

I got my own place Before I tuned  18.  As I wanted to go and find my  mate so i left before my birthday hoping to find him , months went by with out  me finding my sole mate I am still looking for him as my birthday pasted I hoped to find him I kept in touch with my family and my friend Emily I couldn’t tell her who I was it was  it fair to her as she was my best friend but it’s a rule and I choose to stick with it just to hope one day I can tell her I don’t like keep from her as it’s half of who I am and yet I can’t say a dam thing  I carried on then it him me i smelled something strong mate I said and my wolf got excited as I looked up I seen my cousin and said what are you doing here he just looked at me again I could smell my mate it was my cousin jay what’s going on it can’t be he my cousin I need to talk to my mum in all this moon goddess are you messing around with me no she wouldn’t my mum have a better idea 

Mum can we talk it’s a bout jay , why what’s happened nothing except for he umm how to tell my mum my cousin is my mate ,what is it she said he my mate , are you sure  she said yes I smell it strong like a cinnamon smell , well then sweetheart I need to tell you something she told me everything he not my real cousin my face dropped in sadness at first but then I was glad at the same time as he was my mate it was wired if he had  of been as we was family, guess we are now as he my mate , imagine one last thing he knows your not cousins as we told him ages ago but we didn’t want to up set you so we didn’t tell you , ok mum 

I did t know how to tell him  he already knows about us not be actual family so it mite help me he then brought me back to him he said I was worried there as you was gone a while and you seemed sad I tried to calling your name but no answer

 sorry I was mind link my mum had to talk about something to her , he said it’s ok and smile we was both blushing I new I was and I could see he was trying to hide it ,I asked him why was he here again and he said he was missing me , and had some urge to see me for some reason and here I am I found you,  I wanted to help you some How , I missed you over these past few months , I learned  a lot about you he said and I know everything well almost , I don’t no if you found your mate yet and how that works, he said I just smiled at him I found him I said , he seemed disappointed that I said that , he went all sad he said oh I was hoping I was not to late as I wanted to tell  you something but it’s ok I am to late he said. 

I looked at him and told him to tell me , your 24 now I am sure as an adult you can tell me , we been friends since I was little , you known me all my life please tell me jay I said to him , I scared we won’t be if I tell you this , I didn’t want to lose you,  just tell me I shouted he stepped back iam sorry I didn’t mean to make you jump. I said feeling bad about it .

he gets closer I need to confess he said I am in love with you,  he said I was shocked but happy didn’t no what to say , he then talks  I new it I shouldn’t of said anything about it, as you found him any way so it won’t matter,  I am to late he said and started walk off,  jay Wait but he did not wait I ran after him knowing, he wouldn't get far, as I was faster but just as I nearly got to him I was attracted  by some other wolfs.  what’s happing I said to my self , I lost sight of jay I could no Longer see him , my inner wolf was fading what’s happing I past out I woke up in a house Tide up with silver chains ouch that hurts  it hurts so bad  what is this what’s happening I tried to contact my mum or dad but nothing I couldn’t even find my wolf now. 

oh  look who’s a wake someone said and stud up In front of me , no use wolf as I poisoned you and your powers that’s why you can’t use any powers , so don’t even try anything and he spat on me and started laughing, I said let me go , your wolfs gone to wolf Bain you can’t get to your wolf , so your weak and prophetic they beat me up and kept injecting me it was painful I kept trying to reach out to anyone.